I Envy Your Pride *dnf*

Lust

Hi hi so this is my first wattpad so the seggsy parts aren't gonna be too kinky BC I will actually cringe way to much. If you want toy can skip this cuz it will be frisky ✋😭. There will be a summary at the end if you do.

Dream pov

Sh*t. Ive fu£&ed up. Ive fu#@ed up so bad. I should go back and apoligise. No that will just make things awkward he probably needs space. Dam am I really that lonely that 8 would go for a guy?!?!?. But it felt right. It felt nice. What are you saying Clay! Focus on the road only the road.

I got home and i had to message him.

Gogy 💙

Hey I'm so sorry.

I was just feeling sad and lonely

Hey its okay :)

We can just forget about it.

Thank you so much youre such a good friend

I know 💅🏼, you still going to the beach with the boys tomorrow?

Yeah ofc I'm so exited!!

Goodinight

Night 👨‍🦲

LMAO

George pov

I was just sad and lonely. What was that supposed to mean. Does that mean it didn't mean anything? Why would he do it if there was no connection. You wouldn't just kiss a random stranger because you're sad and lonely. Right? I'm such a good friend. That word hurt. It cut into me like a... Like a urm... LIKE A DIMOUND SWORD. It felt like the only colours that I could see just dissapeard. Why did I feel this way we've just become friends again and I feel this way. What is wrong with me.

The next day i got ready for the beach and waited for Clay to pick me up. I was nervous. I don't want things to change. But I wanted him to know ho- WTF is that. "CLAY WHAT THE FU#K" I screamed

"you said you wanted me to pick you up, did you not realise I was taking my motorbike? " as he said this he took his helmet off and revealed his slight smirk. Fu&£ing hell that was hot.

"no no no i am not going if I have to ride on that"

"come on it will be fuuuuun. Plus it means you'll have to hold onto me. Tight. I you want toooo" I blushed. I blushed at this stupid little flirty comment. I'M SUCH A SIMP OMG.

"STAWP. fine but don't go fast I'm not ready to die." I put his spare helmet on and it smelt of him. It smelt of his hair, of his breath. I never wanted to stop smelling it. It was perfect. He turned the key and drove off. I was terrified. I pulled him tighter and held on for dear life. So close. I felt his warmth. I felt his spirit. I felt his ABS DAYAM. I never wanted this to end, ever.

Dream pov

He held on tight and everytime I sped up he pulled tighter. I'd never felt this before. Like we were the only two people in the world. And I liked it. I loved it. His hands felt like they were holding my whole body. I was usually so strong so powerful but not when he held me, when he held me I was weak I was powerless.

We arrived at the beach and everyone was getting ready to go swimming. As we walked down Alex shouted "wasisthen wasisthen" as he pointed to both of us. The others laughed and I could see George Blush. "whatever guys are we gonna swim or what?" he said awkwardly.

We all got undressed into our swim trunks and George in his cute skirt 
bikini top set and sprinted into the freezing sea. It was beatiful. The sky was painted skarlet, the sun sitting on the horizon perfectly positioned reflecting onto the crystal water. The golden hue hit Georges face like an Instagram filter enhancing his beauty and turning his chocolate eyes into honey. My heart was beating so fast as he stood there cautiously getting deeper and deeper. He caught me staring and gave me a little wave, my heart did 1000 back flips. I wanted him.

George pov

I was freezing my balls off I was so cold even tho the sun glaring down on us. On Clay's caramel hair dripping onto his perfectly scolpted face. Stop staring George you can't make it obvious. I tried to look away but couldn't resist as I looked at him we locked eyes. We stayed there for a second until I waved and he sexily  smirked back. He was perfect. I wanted him.

Clay pov

Everyone was so far out and George was still inching in. "we don't have all day the sun is setting as we speak, and   my face doesn't look as good in the moonlight" I tried to convince him

"huh wdym?" he knew exactly what you meant.

"oh come on I caught you staring at my beatiful face" I said as I pulled him closer into the deep.

"whatever you were staring at me" he squeezed my hand and I could tell he was scared. I pulled him close and gave him a reassuring smile and his breathing started to relax. But I could still feel his warm breathe dance down my cold chest. I never wanted this moment to end. But it did. "COME ON YOU PU$$IES" in that moment I hated Tommy so much but we swam out further George never letting go of my hand.

The rest of the night flew by. We sat by the campfire Wilbur and Alex singing songs karl and toby dancing and the rest of us stuffing our faces with marshmallows. It was around 2am when we all left and dropped each other home. George was about to go inside when geoge said "do you wanna urm come in just for a drink or something my parents aren't home so we don't have to sneak through my window"

"urm yeah sure sounds good" I said craving his body

We sat inside talking for a bit when I wanted to take a shower. I was about to finish when I realised I hadn't taken a towel in I called for George to hand me one. He walked in looking away awkwardly and handed me the towel as I grabbed it I clutched his wrist and mumbled the word "stay"
*SEGGSY TIME*

George's pov

My whole body shivered as I looked into up into his deep eyes. You could see the want and love in them. I quickly slipped of my clothes and he pulled me in. He pushed me against the wall and slowly kissed my lips before asking "are you sure" (consent is key kids) I nodded my head and pulled him even closer. His heaving breathing sent shivers down my body AGAIN and made my heart skipped a beat. He gently kissed my neck as my fingers caressed his body from his chin down to his v line.
*SEGGSY TIME OVER *

Dream pov

I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest and start singing. I was happier then I had ever been. We stood in the bathroom towel wrapped around us and all I could do was stare into his hypnotic eyes. He went on his tippy toes on kissed my before walking off the get ready for bed. Although I wanted to focus on him, on us all I could think about was what people would think. 0HOW F@#KING SELFISH OF ME. I had the most beatiful man in the universe, inside and out, in my life and all I could think snout was irrelivant people opinions??!? What's wrong with me.

Clay and George went to the beach and Clay realised that he was falling for George. Fast. But after they DID THE NAYASTAY he was worried about what others thought. Why?