life with older brothers

||thirty-one||

~A week later~

We met Anthony's girlfriend a few days ago, and she was, um, nice? Yea, no, she is not very nice. She was very mean, and she was also very rude, but we just acted nice. Her name was Emily.

Caden and I got closer. We are kind of taking it, but no one knows. If my brothers and parents find out I'm dead. Moving on, it's almost Kevin's birthday, and I got his present yesterday. Right now, I'm walking to the cafeteria when I hear someone call my name. I turn around and see my 'friend'.

"Hey"

"Hi?" I said

"How are you" she said 

"I'm fine, what about you" I said, getting annoyed

"I'm great"

"Mhm, that's good"

"So um, you wanna sit with me at lunch?"

"Aren't you going to sitting with your friends?"

"Uh, they um are mad at me" Madeline said

"Oh" I pause before speaking again,"so they are mad at you, and you have no one else, so you come to me? You left me for them than come back to me when they're not here or when they're mad at you or when you're mad at them, you only want to hang out talk or be my friend when you want something or need something" I said in a mad voice but not yelling

"I'm sorry" she said

"I'm sorry for not being a good enough friend" I said 

"You were a good friend, you are a good friend" she said

"Really? Then why did you choose your other friends over me" I said, and she stayed quiet, so I walked away.

After school, I did my homework and watched tv. The next day at school, I was quiet. I was just in my own world thinks.

"Lilian!" Someone said, pulling me out of my thoughts 

"Hmph?" I hummed in response 

"U ok?" The same person said it was Autumn

"Yea" I pause, then said "Yea I'm fine." Then the bell rang, and I got up to go to class

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It was now Kevin's birthday, and he was out with his friends while my brothers, parents, and I decorated the house for Kevin's surprise birthday party.

Over the past three days, I wasn't myself. I felt like I wasn't good enough like I'm not a good friend or good daughter, sister, or pet owner. I felt useless, but I put on a fake smile.

It was 3:00 pm, and Kevin was almost here, so I hurried up getting ready and then went downstairs (outfit at the top with black vans or any black shoes⇧). All of Kevin's friends were here, and family was also here. We waited until Kevin was almost here to hide. About 10 minutes later, his best friend texted Ethan they are almost here, so we all hid. We heard the door opening, and once Kevin walked in, we yelled 'surprise'.

"Wow, thank you" Kevin said, then started partying. Around 7 pm we sang happy birthday and ate cake, I didn't though I wasn't  hungry I guess. Then around 9 or 10 we had Kevin open presents, I have him 50 dollars and three hoodies cut I didn't know what I should give him.

After the party we were all tired but we cleaned up then went to bed.

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