Zodiac High *editing*

Sleepover with a boy

~Violet POV~
"Good night Thomas." I say kissing his hand. I love him so much. Charlotte always joked that he liked me back. But I never believed it. "Thomas." I whisper "What is it love?" Thomas asks me. I look at he's shady dark brown eyes "Well ummmm I love you and I was wondering if it's ok, I see your mom again." I say. He looks at me shocked and a bit scared "Thomas are you ok?" I ask concerned for Thomas "Ummmm it's just something. I mean nothing." Thomas says scared "It's not nothing." I whisper shout stomping my foot. He looks at me terrified "I... I gotta go." Thomas says grabbing his stuff. It's my I think to myself.
~Violet's negative~
-It's your fault Thomas is leaving
-You are the worst girlfriend ever
-No one will love you again
-You're imperfect
-You suck (Sound familiar)
-If you died no one would care
-If you went no one would care notice
-You're useless
-You can't do anything right
~End of list also it repeats~
~Thomas POV~
I start to grab my stuff because I can't tell Violet my nightmare. Then she starts crying. Oh no I made her cry I think to myself. But then she drops to her knees. I start panicking of what to do. Comfort her damn it I tell myself. I drop my stuff and run to her "What's wrong?" I ask her "You hate me, correction everyone does. I'm the worst. If I went missing no one would care." Violet says while crying in her hands "No you aren't the worst. Besides I would worry if you were be missing. Also no one hates you. Well besides Sara." I say hugging her "You're just saying that to make me feel better." Violet yells quietly standing up hugging herself "I love you Violet." I say "No you don't." Violet says giving my stuff "How do you know how I feel about you?" I ask holding her arms "It's easy to tell." Violet says taking my hands off of her. I panic because I don't know how to prove it then I kiss her. She falls to her knees crying more heavily than before. Then she covers her face with her hands. I catch her so she doesn't hurt herself. I hear her whisper something, so I put my ear closer. "I'm so sorry I let the negative control me again." Violet mumbles. I don't know what she's means again "What do you mean again?" I ask her while putting her on her bed. She sits up "Don't you remember?" She asks me while drying her tears. I think and think then I get taken over by tears as I remember.
~Flashback~
I was running past the park with Violet. We were at school. At recess. Almost time to go home. "Are you still following me Violet?" I asked "Violet?" I asked again. "You hate me!" Younger Violet screamed "No no no I don't." I said trying to calm her down "Stop lying!" Violet yelled "I'm not." I said "I'm weak and I suck. If I died no one would care." Violet cried "Hey everyone look little useless is crying." Slade Sagittarius (Sara's older brother) said pointing at Violet. I got mad "Why do you bully her?" I asked Slade "Because I'm above all my name says so. Plus I'm telling her the truth. Besides she's the worst, right Sara?" Slade asked Sara "Ya plus she's a nerd brain. Also stubborn butt stop being nice to someone that everyone hates." Younger Sara said "Plus kid Sara's name means princess. NOW TREAT HER LIKE ONE!" Slade yelled which scared me "Babe look the kid is scared of you." Angelina Aries said pointing at me and laughed. Since then I put more heart into my martial arts classes. Mostly so I can defend Violet.