Dear anyone,
There are things that are we supposed to ask and things that we feel along with it. The sadness and the hunger for something unknown. The longing for the lost, something unreachable, something that cannot be grasped with anything at all. Never to infinity.
I know this is vague. I can't explain it myself either. It's just that I am sad, I long for something. Is it distraction? Something that makes me temporarily forget things. A tiny respite, a momentary break, a silence from all the chaotic noise. Undescribable.
Anything that makes us believe or shall we say, give conviction to something that dictates or describes our very lives. I don't know, I'm starting to doubt everything including myself. I haven't written for too long. So much so for being a shadow. Am I really devoid of light?
If someone ever reads this, do not become like me. It's better to have something to feel rather than nothing. If you feel nothing at all then you're in a different league of monstrosity. Be human. Be you. Have a soul. Never let it die inside, let the human fire burn forever and ever.
Absence, darkness, emptiness, the abyss. Do not ever come here. If you do, make sure you know how to get back. Staying too much in this place will make you insane. Even myself can barely hold on. I'm just hanging on a thread every millisecond. I hope I could ascend one day.
