RiAnsh OS Collection (Completed)

Ineffable (Fatal Attraction Part 2)

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Riddhima took a deep breath as she looked at herself in the mirror while putting the vermillion on her hair. Everything is changed in just one day. When she had woke up yesterday, she never thought today would be so different. She closed her eyes tightly as she still felt his imprints on her body. Even though he left for office an hour ago, she still feels his scent here. 

She blinked back her tears as she realized what she did. She can't even say that Vansh forced her, because he didn't. Yes, she felt helpless because of him but it's not weird that he wants his wife to surrender herself to him, the fault lies somewhere else. 

Her love for Kabir.

She met Vansh, came to his lair, because she loved Kabir and Vansh was his biggest mission. She was helping Kabir. It was fine. But then he forced her to marry Vansh, it was wrong. Kabir knew that for her marriage is something really big, but still she ignored it for her love, she ignored her principles for her love. And now what?? She loves Kabir, she still wants to marry him, to live with him happily and yet she's surrendering herself to Vansh, her husband, every single time he comes near her. What does that make her?? 

She wiped her tears as she turned around and stormed out of her room. She is feeling suffocated here. 

Riddhima!!

Riddhima turned around hearing Dadi's voice as soon as she came downstairs and saw Dadi sitting on the dining table along with the whole family. She smiled at Dadi and moved towards her. Dadi grabbed her hands in hers as soon as she sat on her regular table. 

What's wrong?? You are looking tired and sad. 

Riddhima shook her head in a no giving a wide smile to Dadi. She doesn't want to burden Dadi with her feelings. And what would she even tell her?? That she's here to destroy her grandson because of the man she loves, and now she's having marital relations with her grandson because he insisted on it ??  

I am fine Dadi. Just feeling some weakness.

She said taking a deep breath trying to control her tears. She's feeling so defeated right now. How would she even tell Kabir that even if she helps him to trap Vansh, but she could never be wholly his now. How would she tell Kabir that one part of her is always going to be here. She grabbed both of her arms tightly as she remembered last night. 

For Vansh, she was just a quest, a puzzle, and a person who was deceiving him, so he made sure to punish her. And he did punish her, for now she could never even think of giving herself to Kabir. No!! She can't do that. Even if she help Kabir in punishing Vansh, she would never be able to marry Kabir. The way Vansh imprinted himself on her, she could never be anyone else's. 

And being with Vansh is never possible. How could she live with a person who never even think twice before hurting someone?? Revenge, murder, smuggling, she's not going to be a part of his world, ever.

Riddhima!! You're not looking fine. Go and take rest.

Riddhima jerked all of a sudden as she heard Dadi's stern voice and looked around only to see everyone looking at her frowning slightly. She took a deep breath and smiled at Dadi. 

After breakfast.

She said and saw Dadi shaking her head in a no. 

Go to your room, I will send your breakfast in your room. 

Dadi said firmly and just when Riddhima was going to refuse her, Dadi looked at her sternly. She flinched and nodded at her in yes. Riddhima got up from the chair and moved towards the stairs again. She just can't stay in that room, the whole room screams his presence, and she can't handle it right now.