For A Lifetime (Haikyuu One-shots)

Fears

Day 6 of IwaOi Week 2020

Prompt: Celebrities

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December has always been a busy month for idols; with all the promotions, year-end shows, and award shows, idols are pressured to stay healthy and perform well for their fans. Most of their time is spent in training rooms, dance studios, and recording studios. But the people who feel the most pressured are the rookies.

The upcoming award show was the first award show Seijoh was attending as an official boy group, and Oikawa could feel the pressure weighing on him. He wanted to win the rookie award for his group because he believes they deserve it, they worked hard for it, and it was his responsibility as their leader to let them win.

Oikawa stayed in the dance studio and recording studio longer than anyone else. He would always train alone because he would supervise his group and have limited time to practice with them and improve himself. But it was fine. He wanted his group to perform the best they could, so he's fine with spending more time training alone to improve himself.

Oikawa was dancing in front of the mirror when the door slammed open, startling him. He turned his head towards the door and saw Iwaizumi leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed. Oikawa clutched his chest and took a deep breath to calm himself.

"Iwa-chan, why did you have to startle me like that? I was practicing!" Oikawa whined then pouted before returning his gaze towards the mirror to return to practice.

"It's three in the morning. What are you still doing here?" Iwaizumi asked while Oikawa goes over their dance, his eyes watching and judging his own moves the same way he does with his group members.

"I didn't notice. I was just practicing. I'm never satisfied with how I'm dancing the chorus part," Oikawa answered without stopping.

Iwaizumi sighed and pushed himself off the doorframe and walked towards the portable speaker sitting at the studio's corner. He turned it off before walking towards Oikawa to pin him against the wall, forcing him to stop practicing.

"Iwa-chan, what the hell are you doing? I was practicing!" Oikawa scolded as he struggles to break free from Iwaizumi's grip.

Iwaizumi wanted to headbutt Oikawa right then and there, but he couldn't damage their visual's face a few days before their appearance at the award show. So, he settled with sighing and resting his forehead on Oikawa's shoulder to make him stop moving.

"Take a rest. You're gonna get sick if you keep training until the sun comes up," Iwaizumi whispers, he was praying Oikawa would listen, but his boyfriend was too stubborn to do so.

"Just let me practice for one more hour, and I'll go to sleep," Oikawa said, but Iwaizumi wasn't convinced. The latter took a deep breath before letting go of Oikawa.

Iwaizumi sat on the floor with his back leaning on the mirror, and his legs spread wide open as he taps the space between his legs because he knew his boyfriend was weak against him asking for cuddle moments. Oikawa sighed and sat between Iwaizumi's legs, letting his long legs wrap around Iwaizumi's waist.

"You should learn how to rest, Tooru," Iwaizumi said as he lets his hand sweep away Oikawa's dampened fringe that stuck to his forehead. Oikawa pouted and fidgets with his fingers, his head lowered and avoiding Iwaizumi's gaze.

"I just want everything to be perfect," Oikawa whispers before sighing and running his hand through his hair.

"What's wrong?" Iwaizumi asks as he takes Oikawa's hands before using one hand to raise Oikawa's chin to make him look at him in the eyes. "What are you afraid of, Tooru? Tell me,"