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SURVIVAL PART 6

So sorry it took so long for the new part. I've been up to my neck in school work. Well the holidays is coming up so more chapters quicker 💜🥺
TW: suicide

Andrew POV

The day was long and hard. Watching yuugo, Lucas and his kids smiling and having fun, I makes my chest hurt. But not in the way which makes me angry but they way which makes me miss my family. I wonder what there doing right now?
Thinking about my kid and husband I'd the only thing keeping me going, but I think I'm going to need more than the thought of them this time, seeing the kids and they way they look at me. Like I'm a monster. I understand why completely. I tried to kill them. It's gonna take a lot to gain there trust. But I'll work on it.

The hours flew by and before long it was dark and everyone had gone to there respected rooms. Gilda showed me to mine, without even needing I know some of the other kids followed close behind to make sure I didn't try anything.

"Here's your room" Gildas voice was harsh as she ponied to a door furthest away from everyone rooms.
"Thanks, kid" I say before opening my door "good night"
Gilda seemed slightly taken aback by this composed her self quickly before turning and walking away.
The room was small but quaint. There was a small bathroom with a shower, the bed was small but it was an actual bed.
I flopped down on to the bed, and almost instantly passed out.

I woke up but not in the hide out. I was in the ratri headquarters? On the couch in peters office where we'd often spent afternoon cuddling and talking about life.
But something was off. Very off.
But then my eyes travel to peters desk.
Peter sat there eyes dark and hollow, he's been crying.
"Peter, love are you ok?" I say walking over to my lover attempting to put my hand on his cheek only to go straight threw him.
"Andrew...." peters voice was horse
"PETER IM RIGHT HERE!" I tried effortlessly to grab him. Peter was becoming more destresed by the second, till he began scribbling something down on a piece of paper. The words barely readable but, I could tell what it was. suicide note..

Panic over became my body as I tried to grab Peter move things anything to let him know I was there and I was coming home. But still to know avail. Peter removed the gun from the his draw and raised it to his head.
Tears streamed down my checks as I heard the gun shot. Then I was back at the hide out. Tears streaming down my face.
"Just a dream??" I sat up and wiped the tears from my face when a scarcely audible knock came from my door. I slowly got up and made my way to the door.
It was Zack and Alicia
It was obvious Alicia 's idea to come but I'm guessing Zack came to, so I didn't hurt Emma.
"Mister Andrew are you alright?" Alicia seen genially worried for me, Zack looked like he would fill me with lead at any opportunity.
"Yeah.. sorry I had a bad dream" I say rubbing my eyes
"Oh it sounded really scary, are you sure your ok?" I leaned down to pat her head liked I'd do with Wendy but stopped short. Alicia looked at me confused.
"Mister Andrew?"
"Sorry, I was about to pat your head like I would my daughter, but I don't know if you'd like that..." I say slightly saddened
"You have a daughter?" Alicia asked looking up at me in wonder.
"Y-yeah she's about your age" I say crouching to her high.
"WHATS SHES LIKE? DOSE SHE LIKE DRESSES, WHATS HER FAVOURITE COLOUR DOSE SHE LIKE CATS OR DOG" I had sparked a fire in Alicia heart and wasn't about to put it out so for the next 39 minutes and 23 seconds we talked about my little Wendy. Even Zack asked a few questions. Till little Alicia got tired.
"Alright kid, think it's time for you to go to bed, will finish the talk tomorrow" I say with a smile. Alicia nods and turns to Zack to ask to be carried and he accepted. I said good night to them both before, I myself went to bed, trying not to think of my previous dream I wrap my arms around my pillow and fall asleep.

I woke up the next morning I did my routine, get up get ready and dressed and go to breakfast. I was met with stairs.
I don't think Alicia was the only one who heard my screams.
"MISTER ANDREW!" Alicia waved at me and a spare seat between her and Zack.
I sat down and said good morning.
A few minutes passed and yuugo, Lucas and Oliver walked it.
We all sat down and ate.
A new day a new me
Word count: 844

Thanks to milfyuugo on Insta for hurting me up with this part