The light feelings come back again as I travel. The feeling that I am loved and protected; the feeling that I'm not alone and never will be fill me up as I travel mysteriously. I still don't know who is bringing me to these places or how they are doing it but I've become accustomed to it.
I hope with every waking moment that I am not heading toward another horrible place. I've been to too many and the feelings that have come with them have been unbearable. If I were to go somewhere else like that, I would probably crumble under all of the emotions and feelings. At this point, its become too intense to handle.
Without another thought I am in a new area. This place has a calm vibe to it as I look around. I see green foliage all around me. Light, dark, and deep greens fill my field of vision. I can also see little dots of yellow, blue, purple, white, and pink litter the ground in a gorgeous rainbow. I can hear all kinds of species of frog which means there has got to be water near by. In fact, I think that is the other sound I hear. I can hear water trickle down a small rock tower in the ground and I follow its stream down hill. I keep my eyes fixed on the stream but my hearing all around, listening for the soft distinct sounds of this place. To my surprise, as I'm walking, I can hear the insects scurry across tree trunks and jump from grass blade to grass blade, leaf to leaf but I keep following the water. It runs slowly down the hill and into a river. The river is a charming deep blue that flows with such elegance. Its peaceful and calming as it glides through the nature around me. Its kinda like the feeling of calm that you give me. Like everything will be ok. You tell me to slow down and take it easy just like how this river is flowing through here. There is nothing in the world that can bother me here. My mind is so at ease as I sit here and just watch the water move. Its mesmerizing and reminds me of you to a huge extent. It sparkles like you eyes under the sunlight; its like your words, a gateway into my heart, mind, and soul where you are completely exposed to everything I hide there. All my secrets, deepest fears and desires, feelings. I get lost in this place just like I get lost in you. I feel comfortable to open up and feel all my feelings and think all my thoughts, weather good or bad. You bring a sense of security to my life that I've never had before or ever thought I could have. You bring meaning. You are the reason I do what I do, feel what I do, and think what I do. You're my motivation, inspiration, and hope. You're my whole life wrapped up into one being and I can't explain how grateful I am of you. I find myself speaking all of this out loud into this vast area filled with nothing except peace. Its like everything I say is absorbed and cared for here just like they are when I say this stuff to you but I know goodness and happiness can only last so long.
As I am whisked away from this wonderland, I prepare myself for the horrible feelings that are about to hit me. "Be with me." I whisper out loud to you, knowing you're not there. Its almost as if you heard me because at the last second I am filled with love and hope as I head back into the darkness that consumes that feeling immediately. I hear your voice ring out for only a second "Be brave." You whisper.
"For you I will try darling."
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Peaceful World
RandomI am taken to places in nature around the world. I describe the sights, describe the feelings they give me, and explain how my S.O fits into some of these places.
