Juicy ~ Timothée Chalamet (Timothée OC's)

REGULUS (R.A.B)

I don't know what about him intrigued me so immensely, like a moth to a flame- not knowing the danger of flying head first into a fire.

He isn't Prince Charming that's for certain. He is dark, cold, nearly heartless. He fucks other girls behind my back, he whispers sweet nothings to taunt me, he takes advantage of my love, because he knows I can't help but give myself to him.

Yet he still gives me hope. Either hope or he's extremely good at leading me on.

The loving stolen glances when he thinks I'm not paying attention, he "forgets" ink in Potions so we have to share, the burning jealousy when another boy even breathes too close to me. Was it all fake?

Falling for a love-affection-touch depraved boy was not in my plans, but here I am. I know him better than I know myself and that's something only I would proudly claim.

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As I enter the Great Hall the chatter of dining students was almost deafening, I truly just wanted to go back to my room. Overstimulated and mentally drained from classes of the day, I really didn't have an appetite. Still I show up just to see him, even if just for a moment.

I make my way to (your house)'s table taking a seat next to Mallory, my best friend. Filling my plate with useless food, I catch sight of Regulus.

He's in conversation with his friends, laughing, I can only imagine what they're saying. He's only smiled like that with me a few times but I cherish every one like the first.

"Don't we look glum, what's on your mind?" She mumbles nearly choking down her roast potatoes.

"Nothing really, just thinking too much is all." I sigh poking a carrot around my dish.

She looks at me a little longer than normal sensing I wasn't being truthful. She swallows her food, following my eye-line, her eyebrow raised.

She snaps her head back at me.

"Im sorry, you've got to stop pining over him love. He's never going to give you what you want. I hate seeing you like this." She says.

"But what if-"

"There is no but, if he was going to do or say anything he would've. He hasn't, so move on because that's the only thing you can do now- give a damn how he feels about it." She scoffs.

I bite the inside of my lip taking in her harsh words, she wasn't wrong but the way I feel for him is like nothing I've ever experienced. I look down to my plate.

"Yeah I guess." I sip my water.

After acting interested in Mallory's day I notice he is no where to be seen.

"I think I'm gonna go back to my room, I'll see you later?" I more so state than ask. There was no reason to stay any longer seeing as I obviously wasn't going to eat.

I fully planned to go back to my room but found myself walking to the Astronomy Tower. I take a clove out and light it, bringing the filter to my lips and taking a puff.

The stars bright and twinkling more than I've ever seen. Almost as if they're laughing at me for being so foolish.

"Cloves are bad for you, you know." A voice calls behind me.

I whip my head around to reveal the one and only Regulus Black. I roll my eyes turning back around to finish my cigarette.

"What's it to you anyway?" I retort, he chuckles.