Y/N POV
I was sitting in the couch in the Slytherin Common room, just staring at the fire in front of me, I really didn't want to do anything today especially after Voldemort gave me the dark mark, it was painful, this is what I hate about being a Malfoy, me and Draco would never get along....my dad always threatened me and Draco of we wouldn't behave, and of course I didn't tell anyone or else I knew what would happen to me if I did, then I decided to put on of my earbuds in and lay down on the couch and listened to some Music, I closed my eyes
Trying to relax and listen to the lyrics that played
(There's a video at the beginning if you wanna watch it)
They send me away to find them a fortune
A chest filled with diamonds and gold
The house was awake, the shadows and monsters
The hallways, they echoed and groaned
I sat alone, in bed till the morning
I'm crying, "They're coming for me"
And I tried to hold these secrets Inside me
My minds like a deadly disease
I'm bigger than my body
I'm closer than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones
And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?
Every time I hear these lyrics it remembers me of my father screaming and hitting me, and my mother screaming at him to stop but he never did
I'm well acquainted with villains that live in my head
They beg me to write them so they'll never die when I'm dead
And I've grown familiar with villains that live in my head
They beg me to write them so I'll never die when I'm dead
I remembered that me and Hermione would always hang out at the library, and mess around sometimes
I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones
I remember when me and Draco would always shout at each other, and sometimes fight or get mad at each other
And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?
My parents wouldn't scream at each other, my father would always hit my mother, if she didn't do anything he asked for her to do,
I remembered when Ron and Harry called me evil and stupid for being a Malfoy
And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?
Once I told Hermione about my dark Mark she stopped seeing at the library and told me he words I will never get out of my head
"Harry and Ron were right your just a stupid pathetic Malfoy"
I will never forgive myself, I will always be lonely and never have friends, I'm just a cruel, evil, selfless Malfoy
