TW: Panic Attacks
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Y/N POV:
The next day, i woke up feeling guilt, after what happened I told Harry and Ron, they told me everything was going to be okay, as soon I stepped out the Common Room yesterday, I regretted what I said to Hermione
I got out of bed and but on my pants and my uniform and headed down the common room, I saw that Ron and Harry were waiting for me with smiles on their faces, turns out Ron broke up with Hermione yesterday after the fight me and Her had
The three of us went to the great hall, while we were heading there we started to goof off as always, We were talking about quidditch and stuff then we reached the great hall, and everything went silent, everyone turned to look at the three of us, mostly me to be exact, everyone was glaring at me even the Gryffindor table the only ones who weren't where the Slytherins who had smirks on their faces, the three of got confused at why there they were staring
Harry, Me and Ron started to walk to the table everyone gave me and Ron glared well mostly me, I sat down next to Seamus, when I did he backed away from me, while he gave a me disgusted look, I turned to Harry
"What's going on?"I asked him but he just shrugged, then I heard Ron ask Neville what was going
"Well yesterday, Hermione told everyone that Y/N called her a.....you know. And everyone got mad and started to spread it around"he said as she looked at me with sad eyes
I knew this was all my fault, I mean I don't blame her, then I saw looked over at the end of the table and saw Hermione and Ginny in a deep conversation, my eyes connected with Ginnys, she then whispered something in Hermione's eyes, she whipped her head to look at me, our eyes connected for a moment, I saw that there were bags under her eyes meaning that she didn't sleeping her eyes were red and puffy, which meant she was crying
I quickly looked away, I put my head in my hands and started to rub my eyes, then I heard someone stand up and leave, I knew it was Hermione but I didn't look up, then I head someone else stand up I assumed it was Ginny, I then removed my hands from my face and saw that everyone in the great hall was looking at me, I looked over to the boys who just shrugged at me with sad smiles, I sighed and ran a hand though my hair.
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Later on, me and the boys were talking, well I wasn't talking as much I just played with my food, with my cheek on my hand, then I saw Ginny enter the great hall with a worried look, our eyes connected, she ran over to me and started to tug on my sleeve, was confused so was the boys
"Y/N hurry up, follow me I have no time to explain!"she yelled, i slowly stood up and Ginny ran to the exit of the great hall, I couldn't keep up
"Woah Ginny wait- where are we going?"i asked as we ran
"To Hermione's room it's important"she said then I stopped running, Ginny noticed and looked at me in worry
"Y/N please, Hurry Hermione needs you she's having a panic attack!"she yelled, my ears perked up
"Wait what?!"I asked
"A panic attack!"
Then I rushed off to the common room leaving Ginny behind I got to the fat lady portrait and said the password, the door opened and I went inside and looked for Hermione's dorm I finally found it and opened the door and saw that Hermione was in the corner sobbing, sitting down while rocking back and fourth, I quickly made my way over to her and kneeled besides her
"Hermione! It's okay I'm here, you're okay"I said as soon as she heard my voice she hit me in the shoulder with the book besides her
"You.Stupid.Idiot"she said as she hit me, but I let her I knew that's what she need. She needed to let her anger out
"Why?! Why did you say that to me?!"she said as her voice cracked, my heart broke at the sight
"I HATE YOU"she yelled, my face soften
"You don't mean that"I said softly
"I do, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you"she said as she quickly wrapped her arms around my torso, she let out hard sobs, I started to rub her back for her to calm down
"Why do you have to break my heart"she said as he voice cracked again, she started sobbing a lot harder making thing worse, I tried to calm her down but I couldn't, then I started to panic
"Hermione, just breathe in and out"I said but was that didn't work, she couldn't stop crying even tho I tried everything I could, I finally decided to tell her
"I said those things before I was jealous"I said
"What do you mean"she said, her voice cracking again, as sobbed more and more, then the next thing I did was unexpected even for me but I closed my eyes and pushed my lips on hers, she started to stop and her eyes widen, but she slowly started to kiss back
She sobs, whimper and tears started to go away, the only thing that could be heard were our lips smacking together
She put her hands on my neck as I put mine of her hips, I squeezed her hips then a small moan fell out of her mouth , her mouth opening slightly. I slowly poked my tongue into her mouth, her tongue brushing against mine softly. She pushed her tongue to mines eagerly as they swirled around each other
After a few minutes we both pulled away, she smiled slightly at me, then she rested her forehead on mine
"Thank you Y/N"she said softly
"Anytime Mione"I said
Then she pushed our lips together one more time.
