neighbours kid // tommyinnit x reader ఌ︎

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i was now sitting on tommys bed alone. He said he had to go downstairs to look for something. I dont know what, and i honestly didnt care. I only cared about the fact that tommy just saw my scars.

fuck i really need to be more careful. I mean how could i be so dumb? I shouldve put on a hoodie or a long sleeved shirt to cover my scars, but no. My dumbass had to take the fucking t shirt, and now i had to explain everything to tommy. I didnt want too. I didnt want to brag about my problems to him. I didnt wanna seem like a pussy to him.

i stared out of the window until i hear the door open, i look over and saw tommy come in, he shut the door immideatly after entering. He was holding a cup of hot chocolate, some candy, and some left over chips, that probably he or his parents ate before.

he puts the chips on the table and hands me the hot chocolate and candy, forcing me to pick them up.

'tommy, were gonna have pizza soon, i cant eat this right now' i said looking at him.

'i dont care' tommy said with a worried voice. He went to his cupboard and took a few blankets out, and a hoodie. He puts another blanket around me and sits next to me, with another spare blanket in his hand.

i looked at him. It was quite obvious that he was worried about me, but he shouldnt. This was my problem, and i needed to handle it my own way, and cutting was kind of an escape for me, well if i couldnt go to my comfort spot or play minecraft. But the point is, he shouldnt be worried about me, its nice that he is, but he really shouldnt.

he started to put his fingers gently on my scars, touching every single one for a few seconds, he finally looks up to me. His ocean blue eyes were filled with sadness. Ive never seen him this sad.

'please dont cut yourself anymore, please dont' he said quietly 'i dont wanna lose you'

wow. Did really tommy, who is a minecraft youtuber who has 7 million subscribers and screams like crazy just told me he doesnt wanna lose me? What.

'you wont lose me' i said softly.

'but what if i do?' He said now looking back at my scars and then at me. 'i cant afford to lose someone as special as you'

What. This isnt the real tommy. He seems so, worried and, serious all of a sudden. A few tears started rolling down my eyes, but not out of sadness, happiness. Knowing that someone in this fucked up world actually doesnt wanna lose me, is amazing.

i put the hot chocolate and the candy on his desk and i leaned in for a hug. He hugged me back tightly. We buth hugged eachother for a good 5 minutes. His grip felt so warm and nice under the sunset. I felt safe when i was with him.

suddenly his phone got a notification. He ended the hug and looked at it, opening the message.

'well, the pizzas here, ill go get it.' He said, standing up and opening the door, walking downstairs.

we were both now laughing and talking while eating the pizza. I told him about everything, and why i started cutting in the first place. Turns out he is a really good listener. To lighten up the mood he would make jokes, that would always make me laugh, he is indeed a really funny person.

we talked for hours, but it all felt like minutes. Time flew, and before i knew it, it was 9 pm.

'holy shit, its 9 pm already' i looked at my phone.

'so?' Tommy looked at me confused.

'what do you mean so? I gotta go-' i didnt finish my sentence, i wanted to say that i gotta go home, but why should i? My aunt will just lash out at me, and ill be sad. But here with tommy, ill be happy.

i looked up from my phone and looked at tommy.

'is it okay if ill stay over?' I asked him.

'Yeah, sure. Just we gotta be careful that my parents dont notice, if they do then im dead' he said looking at me.

'so will i!' I told him. We both chuckled and continued to talk.

later on he got a notification on discord, someone was calling him.

he ran to his desk and opened discord.

'oh no' he said.

'whats wrong?' I asked.

'um, wilbur, quackity and george are calling me.' He said looking at me nervously. 'I think they wanna talk'

'count me in!' I said walking over to the desk and sitting on a spare chair, that this time, he did have in his room. Tommy looked at me with a sad face that he made on purpose.

'what?' I looked at him.

'oh nothing' he said.

I realized what he meant, i slightly punched his shoulder.

'shut up' i told him. He laughed and then answered the call.

he put on facecam, and immideatly when he did, everyone in the call stayed quiet, for a few seconds.

'HOLY SHIT THERES A WOMAN IN TOMMYS ROOM' george screamed.

'THE FUCK?' Quackity screamed.

'YO Y/N WHATS UP?' wilbur screamed.

everyone in the call started screaming like crazy. I was just dying out of laughter on the floor. Tommy looked at me and smiled. He then ended the call. I looked over at him confused.

'why did you end the call so quick?' I asked him.

'if they scream too loud my parents will come in, and then were fucked.' He told me.

'true, very true' i said moving to his bed. I layed down and pulled the blanket over me. I felt my eyes getting heavy.

tommy started typing something, he was probably talking with wilbur, quackity and george, since he left the call. He was typing on his computer and everytime his finger tapped a keyboard key, it made me everytime slowly go to sleep, until i heard another knock.

'oh fuck' tommy whispered.

he turned off his computer and hopped into the bed, right next to me, with me being near the wall.

'go under the blanket, we need to make my mom think that im sleeping' he said.

i immideatly pulled the blanket over my head and crouched. I heard the door open and someone whisper something. It was probably his mom checking what he was doing. She mustve been pretty suprised that tommy went to sleep since she took a picture. After she took the picture she left the room and shut the door behind her.

tommy started chuckling after a few seconds. I sat up, but i didnt realize i was still under the blankets. Tommy chuckled again, but instead of taking the blanket off my head, he also came under it.

'hello' he said giggling.

'hi' i said aswell, with both of us now giggling.

'that was a close one wasnt it?' I told him, trying to hold back my giggles.

'it was, im suprised she didnt notice you' he said, also trying to not giggle.

'ive always been good at hiding.' I told him.

we both just stared at eachother for a few minutes. With both of us smiling at eachother.

'but what about your aunt? I mean shes probably worried' tommy said.

'no i dont think so, her dumbass boyfriend is over and their probably somewhere partying or getting drunk at home' i said 'she probably wont notice' i said still smiling.
He let out a chuckle, and we both continued to smile at eachother.

I noticed how i was slowly moving myself closer to him. And him doing the same. Holy shit what is going on i thought. We finally were so close to eachother, that his eyes were basically right infront of mine. I could feel his breathing on my cheek. We finally got so close to eachother and, well.

we both leaned in.

and kissed.

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