I am Mousey Baby

Another World in my Head

I've heard a lot of people telling me that they come up with scenarios in their heads. My question for you is, do these scenarios involve people you know?

Because if it involves people you know, that it might not just be a make-up scenario in your head. What if it's a distant memory from a past life that you don't remember? Or maybe it's something that will happen in the future? All thoughts are built from a base idea. It's like a tree. A tree's fruit always comes from the seed. A thought always comes from an idea that already exists in our heads. So I think that a scenario in our head isn't something we imagined. It's either something that happened to us in a past life or something that might happen to us.

The other thing I want to say is that I make scenarios too. But my scenarios don't involve people I know. Most of my scenarios are like alternate realities that I exist in. Most of the people who exist with me in my alternate realities are representations of my different sides. Like I can be cheeky and very, very annoying. One of the people I exist with is Samuel (or Sammy, Sam, or Yuel) Jagger Taylor. He's a gay sweetheart who's a fem-boy. He is not my absolute favorite person to exist with, but he's on the list. Sammy's half-brother, Lance Hearthstone, is a bulky guy who's pretty silent about everything. Lance rarely shows emotion. He barely smiles unless he's with Sammy. Lance represents the side of me that's emotionless. I don't cry during sad movies. I don't cry at the mention of deaths. I don't get scared when I hear gunshots. Sometimes, I'm so emotionless, my sister is afraid to talk to me. 

Most of the stories I write are personal biographies of these people/characters that exist with me in my head. If you've read my (unfinished TTnTT) book "Forever Your's and Always Mine", the two M.C.'s (main characters) are Mason and Ian, two lovers. Those two are also people that exist in the scenarios in my head. Mason represents the confident and sporty side of me, while Ian represents the quiet, friendly, artistic side of me. I think these two are the first ones I ever came up with. 

Actually no, there is someone else, but she's special. I didn't come up with her, she came to me. I won't say too much about her, she's super special to me, so she'll have her own chapter later.

My point is, are the people in your scenarios people you know? And if they aren't then tell me about them! I want to know your stories and scenarios that you come up with. Most of the stories I write about aren't ever made-up tales. I know the characters long before I actually start the story. 

After I meet the character, they tell me about their life and I rewrite it. It's really fun. It's like traveling the world without ever leaving your chair, get it?

I love it. I know that no matter whatever happens to me, I can turn to these people in my dreams in the dead of night and know that they will accept me for this crazy messed up person I am.