So back with a new update after months I guess! 😅 So a new friend, Moksha_217 pleaded me to update this one.
My exams ended today and Maths was the easiest as compared to the rest. 😌 (which happens once in a blue moon) So usi khushi mein ye update.
The last part might be a bit hurried up. Please bear with me.
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Music ...
Ranbir walked lifelessly through the deserted garden.
Vo jo tha ... khwaab sa ... kya kahein jaane de ...
She could not be dead. How could she die all of a sudden? She was talking to him, bickering with him, as usual lecturing him a few moments ago, and moments later, she was dead.
Ye jo hain ... kum se kum ... ye rahein ki jaane de ...
He recalled his and her moments spent together though they were full of bickerings and incessant fights. He always called her an irritating person but now he was going to miss her lectures and her scoldings.
Vo jo tha khwaab sa ... kya kahein jaane de ...
Ye jo hain kum se kum ... ye rahe ke jaane de ...
He begged her to come back. 'No! Why should she come back if she was already with him till the end of his life?', he tried to convince his poor heart. No, she couldn't leave her Baklu like that! She couldn't! His Chikchiki couldn't be de-! "Noooooooooo!", he let out a heart-wrenching scream and fell on the harsh ground.
Kyun na rok kar khud ko ek mashwara kar le ...
He straightened himself and mumbled like an idiot to himself or let's say to her, to come back. Maybe there was some way or the other to bring her back. He suddenly heard her sweet voice, "Ranbir?" He turned around to find her standing right there in front of him. Grinning widely in between tears, he ran towards her and pulled her into a hug. But she instantly faded, making him realise that she was only his hallucination, as he wriggled his fingers restlessly.
Magar jaane de ...
He fell hard on the ground again and some tears rolled out of his eyes once again which reflected his helplessness.
Aadatan to sochenge hota yoon kya hota ...
He reminisced all the moments spent with her. Dread and guilt filled his body as he remembered about the bet. How could he have been so insensitive?
Magar jaane de ...
A few teardrops rolled out of his eyes again as he reminisced how he had heartlessly agreed to that bet and indirectly signed the contract of destroying her life.
Wo jo tha khwaab sa ... kya kahe jaane de ...
Maybe he was paying for his misdeed. But why did she have to suffer because of him? He very well knew that she hadn't done anything wrong with anybody. Still she had to suffer!
Ye jo hain ... kum se kum ... ye rahe ke jaane de ...
But maybe she would come back if he revealed everything to her, wouldn't she? After all, remorse and atonement could heal the deepest of wounds, he knew that. He smiled in between tears as he made a silent decision of revealing everything to her.
