It was one hot afternoon,my mom sent me to go and buy her some foodstuffs from a near by store when I met Goldy,a medium heighted fair skin girl with brown hair and brown eyes.She always had the latest news to share.
"Eiii!!Missy the prisioner finally broke out of her sell.Prison break!!",She teased as I gave her a warm hug and we exchanged greetings.She asked me where I was hearded and offered to escort me there."Have you heard the latest news?",she asked as we walked side by side to the store.
"What gist do you have again this time?",I asked with a simple smile."You remember Seth?",she continued as we entered the store,but I gestured her to wait.After buying the stuff and making our way towards my house,she contined to say that,she over head Seth telling his friends about how his planning to have coitus with a girl his currently pretending to be in a relationship with.
This came as a shock to me.I never even dreamed of losing my virginity at such a young age.And what does he mean by "pretending to date"?.Something isn't right.I pretended as if I wasn't Seth's girlfriend so Goldy wouldn't suspect it since it was a secret relationship.Immediately I got home that day,I texted Seth on Whatsapp but didn't mention what I heard for some reason.
He invited me over to his house for a party the coming saturday since his parents were away on a trip.I had a bad feeling about it but accepted to come since all my friends were going and I would just be sitting bored at home if i didn't go.
Days passed and saturday finally arrived.The party was to start in the evening around 4:00pm and end around 9:00pm since our parents wouldn't let us stay so late in the night without getting worried.
I waited till it was 4:30pm then I wore a pair of blue jean trousers with an off shoulder balloon long sleeved top and a pair of white sneakers.I let my hair fall long on my back,put on some lip gloss,took my cute little white side bag and went to the party.
It had already started and people were having fun. I located Seth among the crowd and went to say hi.The moment he saw me,he took my hand,walked me to the dance floor and started dancing. I danced along and we were having fun moving our bodies to the the beat of the song,"Cheap trills" by Sia.
After a few minutes,Seth excused himself to visit the washroom but I saw that he discreetly went to his friends and told them something.One of them handed him a little plastic looking object and tapped his shoulder with a smirk while he slipped it into his back pocket. Luckily I caught a glimpse of it and O...M...G!!!Yeap,you guessed right,it was a condom.
I quickly turned away with my heart pounding in my chest when he turned to walk back to me.He came up to me and told me he wanted to show me something. I went along with him despite knowing fully well where this might be headed. Cuiousity they say kills the cat and this cat might just be killed tonight if care is not taken.
We went to his room and he shut the door.My heart sunk but i kept my cool."So...what did you wanna show me?",I asked with a nervous smile."You'll see",he replied with a smirk."You know I love you right?I want us to share a special moment together",he continued while moving his hand into his back pocket.I rose one eyebrow gesturing a confused expression.He held my hand,looked into my eyes and leaned in to kiss me but I blocked it with my hand.
"This is not how i imagined my first kiss nor my first sex",I said lowering my gaze."First kiss?first sex?You haven't kissed before and you're also still a virgin?",he asked surprised.I gave a simple nod."Wait,how did you know I wanted to have coitus with you?",he continued.I told him all I saw as he looked at me with surprise.
I also told him I had a confession to make.He sat next to me and asked what I ment."I'm sorry but I don't you the way you love me. You're a nice guy but I just don't love you and it's not fair if we continue in this relationship.I want the best for you so please understand",I said with my eyes lowered.
I expected him to be heart broken cause he claimed to love me but instead he paused for few minutes,stood up,pulled me up holding on to my arms tight despite me struggling in pain and said these words;"I don't care if you love me or not.Do you think I spent all those days during and after Junior High trying to persuade you to be my girlfriend cause of love?".
I was both shocked and scared.He laughed and continued to say he only wanted to have coitus with me and dump me.Apparently that is what he does to beautiful girls like me.At this juncture my heart began to race and i felt out of breath.I began to wish it was all a bad dream.
He continued to say if I wouldn't let him do as he pleased he would do it by force.I tried to call out for help but he pushed me to the bed and started taking off his trousers.It was all happening so fast and tears begun to stream down my cheeks.
I didn't know what to do.As he tried to remove my clothes,I kicked him in the stomach with all the little strength I had.He fell to ground in pain and I rushed out of the room and out of the house.
I ran home as fast as I could in tears.How would I have been so stupid?I couldn't sleep that night cause I was still in the state of shock.I always thought love was like in the fairy tales.The prince does everything to make his princess happy but Seth showed me a whole new definition of the word love.
Who would have thought Seth,a guy who never gave up on asking me out,would try to rape me.If someone had told me some time back that he would try such a thing,I would never have believed it.But like I said before,things aren't always what they seem.
