I Am A Princess, Just Not Yours

I Am A Princess, Just Not Yours Chp 4

Impossible things have been happening this week….. I swear they have!! The end of the world approaches!!

Let’s give a moment of silence for natalia’s ‘dead husband’… god that was such a weird dream…

Here’s the next Chp!!

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These were the times in which I did not like to share.

It may be ironic that I chose the most isolated room of all, just like my old room, but this time it wasn’t a bother, it was more of a… sanctuary if you will, representing my newly found freedom.

This place, just like I had predicted, was very, very far away, it us about five hours to get here, I surprisingly, enjoyed the plane ride, the comfortable silence that enveloped us felt nice, something that I had never experienced regarding silence, it always seemed to be loud, annoying, painful and unnecessary.

Dark shadows seemed to be a permanent figure in every part of the house, you turned around and you could feel that something was there, lurking behind you.

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I feel so lost doing this.

Why are there so many people here?

I’ve never been in a store before, ever. I have just finished buying food, which wasn’t fun at all. I am now in a gigantic store, that’s called god knows what, trying to ‘shop’.

That has got to be the most beautiful piece of furniture ever created. It was huge, with a black iron framing and tall posts. It must be mine.

I was actually getting the hang of it. As a child I almost never left the castle, up until I was 8, I never thought that there was actually something behind those walls, and I would continued like that if I hadn’t heard of an important family coming over there, you can imagine that with all of my 8 year old might, I made the question of the year, asking why wasn’t I allowed outside the castle, nobody knew how to answer this, it remained like that for a while, everyone was asked, by me of course, this same question again and again.

Now that I think about it, why wasn’t I allowed outside?

I’ll think about that later, now let’s just concentrate on the beautiful bed that I am about to buy… and in result of thinking this a new question comes to the rise, how DO I buy it?

I can’t just take it to the... um… what the hell is that? Well, whatever were you pay, can I? No, it’s too big, and not to mention heavy, very, very heavy.

How do people do this? Just go to a random store and buy things. I feel like a complete idiot. See, if I was back in my pretty, nice kingdom, I’d have people doing this for me, and I wouldn’t be suffering like this.

“Can I help you?” said a voice behind me.

“Excuse me?” I turned around to see, a guy, maybe my age, wearing the brightest blue shirt ever made.

“You look confused, so I ask again, can I help you?” I think he saw through my hesitation, and quickly added, “I work here.” Ohh maybe that explains the shirt…

“Maybe you can… how do I buy this bed?”

“With money.”

“Thank you captain obvious, I have money, a lot actually, so what do I do if want to buy it?”

“Are there any other things you want to buy?”

“Yes. How. Do. I. Buy. The. Bed?” I didn’t care about the other pieces of furniture, I wanted the bed.

“You fill out a piece of paper, and you write in it all of the items that you want to buy, put your address, and we send it to you.”

“You couldn’t start by saying that could you?”

“Nope, it was too tempting seeing your face.”

“Shut up and tell me where I fill this magical piece of paper.”

“First you have to tell me all of the things you want.”

If he only knew…

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I ended up buying 13 things, which meant lots of magical pieces of paper.

“Why are you buying this much stuff?”  Because I want to.

“New house.” And new everything…

I didn’t know what Gabriel liked, so I kept it simple, he could buy other furniture if he didn’t like them.

“So your name is Leah.”

“How do you know that?”

He pointed to the pieces of paper I had just filled.

“It’s written all over them.”

“Oh…” Well, that was a stupid question.

“I’m James.” He said holding a hand out to me.

His warm hand felt good against my cold one.

“And as you already know I’m Leah” I said returning the smile.

“Nice to meet you Leah.”

He smelled good, too good.

I needed to get away from him, now.

“I have to go.” Urgency was clear in my voice.

He was startled by my sudden change in attitude, “Why?”

“I just have to. I’ll come tomorrow to buy the rest.”

I didn’t even look back, the burning sensation in my throat was too to much, and my self control had never been tested.

I got in the car just before the tears started falling; I put my head against the steering wheel trying to control the sobs that were quickly taking over me.

What if I had killed him?

I knew I couldn’t bare the guilt that would certainly haunt me for centuries, if I had harmed a human.

I had somehow learned to live with little quantities of blood, I was always proud of that fact; but, now I have to wonder, what if I had grown up like a normal vampire? Would I be so tempted to harm a human?

I was no longer sobbing, just shaking, my face felt puffy, I didn’t want to look in the mirror, afraid I would be looking into the eyes of a monster.

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I was curled up in a ball, trying to keep myself from falling apart.

I didn’t see much of Gabriel tonight; he was probably trying to figure out why this was happening, the same thing I was doing right now.

The events that had happened just a few hours ago still bothered me. I always did what I could to keep the monster within me controlled; now I’m beginning to think you just can’t fight what you are, you can only hide it for a short period of time.

I tossed and turned, hoping sleep would overcome me, and lead me into a dreamless night. I could only hope.

Will I ever stop crying? I felt just like that apple…

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