I guess it's just me and you

⋆The pool⋆

"Ok, so we'll check out our rooms real quick, change, and head up to the pool," Tony says.

"Fine, but what are the living arrangements?" Clint asks.

"Right so, me and Pepper, obviously, Sam and Steve, Wanda and Nat, Bruce and Thor, Clint and Scott, Bucky and y/n and James you get your own room," Tony said quickly.

"OK, everyone go!" Nat yelled.

Right when you wanted to complain, everyone was gone. You and Bucky were the only ones left. You seemed furious, he just looked very uncomfortable.

"Hey, Uhm, I'm sure they're two beds, let's just not make a big deal about it," Bucky said, trying to remove the awkwardness.

"Yeah right," you said, a hint of sarcasm in your voice.

-

"I'm going to kill that bastard!" You yelled through the whole hotel, right after you entered your hotel room and saw that there was only one bed. 

You were ready to go kill that son of a bitch, just when you felt two strong arms wrap around your waist.

"Y/n, calm down. I'll sleep on the floor. It's no big deal." He said nonchalantly, his arms still wrapped around you.

You looked into his eyes, they let you know where home is.

When he realized that you were still in his arms, he quickly let go. Somehow you wanted to jump back into his embrace. It was so comfortable and safe.

"Y/n!" Bucky called after you.

"Huh, yeah what?" You answered, seeming a bit lost.

"Do you want to take the bathroom?" Bucky asked.

"For what?" You said, with a very dumb expression on your face.

"To change, you know. For the pool." He said, looking at me like I was crazy.

"Right yeah, I will be right back." You said, hurrying off to the bathroom.

-

"Are you ready y/n?" Bucky asked, whilst knocking on the bathroom door.

"Yeah," You say when you open the bathroom door.

Wow, you thought. I mean you knew he was a super soldier but damn. When you realized you were staring, you quickly looked up, but it seemed like Bucky enjoyed the view too.

"You ready to go, or do you wanna stare some more?" You said with a smirk.

"Yeah," Bucky said, snapping out of it.

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(later at the pool)

"OH, there they are everyone in the pool!" Tony yelled when you and Bucky came through the doors.

"It's okay I'm not mad," You said, you would be, it's just that sleeping with Bucky didn't seem so bad after all.

"H-how?" Stark said confused. He thought that you would have killed him by now.

"Just let it go, okay?" You said with a smile, going over to the sun loungers.

All the avengers looked at Bucky with a confused look. They didn't expect such calm behavior from you.

"What?" He said shrugging it off, going to lay next to you.

"Everyone, mini bar, now!" Tony whispered.

-

"Ok, so does everyone remember the plan?" Tony says excitedly, an expensive scotch resting in his hand.

"I am so ready for Lady y/n and Lord Bucky to bang," Thor says with a big smile.

"Same," Nat says whilst smirking.

"Now Scott don't you dare miss one inch of footage alright? This is important. I need it to put it into my PowerPoint," Stark said, looking ahead, already picturing it.

"I will be the best paparazzi you have ever seen!" Scott said.

"Okay, action!"

-

He was laying next to you, dreaming of a world where he had the guts to kiss in that goddamn plane. But of course, he didn't, he was the winter soldier for god's sake and was scared of a girl. He used to be able to talk to women so easily, that changed.

He was even desperate enough to try online dating, that was pretty crazy. A lot of weird pictures. Even tiger photos, half of the time he didn't even know what he was looking at, it's a lot.

But here he was laying next to you, fantasizing about you, even though he knew it was useless. Everyone in the tower knew you'd never date. And with you, you never know if it's flirting, or just making fun of you. He decided to just drop it, it was never going to happen, and you know what? He didn't even want it to happen.

It's just a desperate moment.

He saw you stand up, no wonder to go to the mini bar, he laughed to himself.

"What's so funny?" You asked, an intrigued look on your face.

"Nothing, nothing. Go get drunk" He said, not even glancing you a look.

Right when you wanted to go to the bar, you started to lose your balance. It felt just like when Wanda got in your head once. Bucky noticed and was by your side in a second, catching you as you fell. And thank god he did because otherwise, you would have collapsed on the floor.

Just like that, when you looked into his eyes, the dizziness disappeared. And you just kept staring. He is holding you, his worried expression on his face fading when he meets your eyes. Your hand is now on his chest, and you've stood up. You are so close, so close. You want to lean in so bad and just jump his bones, but you can't.

Once you realize this, it's like the romantic bubble had burst. Trying to escape his embrace, you mumble some random excuse and run away to your hotel room.

To the hotel room you share, shit, you thought. Guess you can't hide from your feeling after all.