Decisions (Larry Stylinson Fanfic) *ON HOLD SORRY*

Escape.

OMG, GUYS. I got my horoscope today. Want to know what it was? It said: you are eager to start on a new idea you came up with recently. AWKWARD.

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Louis did come back to visit. Just like he said he would. And he did the next night as well. I had been in the hospital for 3 days. The food was good for me, because I could barely afford it, and I was enjoying a nice place to sleep. But I needed to leave as soon as possible.

Louis had started to grow on me... so It was going to be hard to leave him behind as well. Jay, was wonderful. She snuck me items for when I left. Water bottles, Granola bars, blankets, some spare scrubs, trail mix. She wanted to make sure i was going to be okay. And I appreciated it a lot. Louis tried to push money on me.

But I wouldn't take it. And because Louis was growing on me along with Jay.... I wasn't leaving without a goodbye... well. A good bye letter anyway. And a Thank You letter. I hadn't spent much time with the babies.. but Jay was still pushing me to name them. And I told her I would think about it.

Louis started spitting out names for them both. Some of them intrigued me...

His list of names for the boy that I loved: Maxwell or Max. Sam or Samuel. Josh, John, Chase, Nick, Zach, Lawson, Isaiah, Gage, Foster, Josiah and Bretton. I really like Sam and Josiah and Gage.

I liked Samuel Josiah Gage William And then whatever there last name was to be. I know it was long, but Louis and Jay loved it as well.

His names for the girl: July, Alison, Adele (He said for his band mate Harry, who loved the British singer), Delilah, Addison, Gemma (Nothing to do with Harry's sister, just a lovely name) , Amelia and he started to joke and said Louise and Harriet and Nellie and Stupid things then got back to normal, Claire, Lyric, Olivia, Makayla & Phoebe.

And what I came up with was: Makayla Lyric Olivia Claire And then there last name to-be.

Louis loved that I used Lyric because he's in a band so. That's what we went with.

I had written the letters last night, and was now adding them to the stuff I had left for Makayla Lyric Olivia Claire and Samuel Josiah Gage William and then the note for the adopters.

I grabbed the rucksack of things that Jay had given me. We had said a heartfelt Goodbye when she left to go home. She figured I would leave sometime tonight. And now I was.

I walked over to Makayla and Sam and gave them a kiss on there foreheads. "Goodbye Makayla. Goodbye Samuel."  Taking a second glance at the necklaces that were around both of there necks.

How I missed my baby....

I turned off the light and snuck my way out of the hospital. I went to the nurses station and told them I was heading down to the cafeteria and they could take Makayla and Sam to the nursery now.

 When I was in the parking lot, I took one more glance at the hospital. "Goodbye Jay. Goodbye Louis..."

I turned on my heel and gripped the rucksack tighter. Heading off into the dark streets of Doncaster and towards the crappy mill that I called home.

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Louis' POV

I was really excited to go see Nikki, Makayla & Sammy in the hospital today. i made my mum wake me up early so I could go to work with her. I was hoping to somehow convince Nikki to let me buy her an apartment  and baby stuff so she would keep them.

So, When I was out in the car before my mum and she was taking to long, I got ancy and staretd beeping the horn over and over. She didn't like that.. I woke up the twins :? My twins! Daisy and Phoebe. Not Makayla and Samuel.

Finally we arrived at the hospital. My mum went strait to Nikki's room. Normally she would go to the nurses station first but not this time. Whats different about today? Nikki said she would stay for a few more days... She couldn't have left. Could she?

I trailed right behind my mum as we finally made it to Nikki's room. She burst through the door.

 I couldn't see anything, so when she turned to look at me with tears in her eyes, I knew the answer. She gave me a big hug and sniffled in my shoulder. I finally got a good look at the room. Empty.

I slowly felt the tears hit my eyes. When I say empty, I don't mean like everything in the room is gone. I mean any sign if Nikki was gone. Her bed was made, Her rucksack was gone, her shoes that were in the corner were gone. Everything of Nikki was gone except a stack of letters on her pillow. My mom went and grabbed them.

Worst of all.... She was gone. My mum walked out of the room. I followed her, now not having any reason to be here. I found my mum taking us to the nursery. She was checking if Makayla and Sam were still here!!!

She opened the door to the nursery and walked in. I couldn't help myself and I walked in too. We soon found them. Makayla was wide awake, taking in the scene around her but staying silent. Samuel was still sleeping.

I looked at my mum and she was going through the letters. 2 were addressed to Makayla and Samuel, 1 for the adopters, 1 for me, &1 for mum. She handed it to me and I tore it open.

My eye's scanned the papers. ( Because Wattpad wouldn't let me, before you read the letter, go to youtube and type in Bleed Hot Chelle Rae So it plays while reading the letter.)

Dear Louis, 

I'm so sorry I left. I couldn't stay any longer. I was getting too attached to you and your mum. I hope I'm doing the right thing, by giving them up. I know you didn't like that idea but Lou, I wouldn't be able to do it. This is what's best for them.
 I hope you accept my Apology, Louis. I'm so sorry. Give your mum a hug for me. I'll be alright. Make sure she knows this. Louis, i like you. Your a really nice person, Okay? Don't change.

Your funny, cute, outgoing, loyal. Everything someone would look for in a guy. Keep being Louis. Goodbye, Louis. I'm so sorry.

~Nikki Anne.

I read it over and over again for at least an hour. My mum had gone home early. Nobody thought she was stable enough to work. They didn't know what happened....

I was staying with Makayla and Sam. I Told her I would catch a cab home.

And don't ask me what's wrong with me, because I don't know. Because right now.... I'm signing the adoption forms for Makayla and Samuel.

Makayla Lyric Olivia Claire Tomlinson and Samuel Josiah Gage William Tomlinson.

Okay, so I don't normally update this quick.. but like my horoscope said, I WAS EAGER! >.<

Tell me what you think! And if Eleanor should be dating Louis? Your choice little fairies.

~Arien.