Decisions (Larry Stylinson Fanfic) *ON HOLD SORRY*

Birth

Nikki's POV

"Push, sweety. Almost there!" Jay, my midwife cheered me on. Right now, I was about to pop 1 more baby out of my body. One word: Condoms.

If you use those, there's a 99% chance you will never have to go through this. Unless you choose too. In which you are crazy.

"We can see the head! Push!" She urged again, I took a deep breath before giving one last push. I was too exhausted to do one more push, so I gave it my all. Soon, the cry of another child over swept the small room. I wiped the sweat off my forehead as I let out a sigh.

My midwife, Jay, came over to me with 2 small bundles in her arms. One in a blue blanket with teddy bears and clouds all over it, and another one with a pink blanket covered in Flowers and butterfly's.

"Would you like to hold them?" She smiled. I would, but I can't. It'll be like all those movies. I'll love them instantly but they won't be mine after. "No... I'm afraid of getting attached."

"Alright sweety. I think you should at least name them.. I know your not keeping them.. but giving them a part of there mum would be... something for them to hold onto in the future." She smiled, I returned a small smile before pulling my rucksack off the floor.

"Y'know. That's a great idea." I pulled out a necklace from my bag. Probably the most important things I owned. It was on a silver chain, and the "Charm" on it wasn't a charm at all. It was in fact, a wolf's claw.  I had another necklace but it had a leather string, with a wolf's tooth instead.

I had a pet wolf, as weird as that sounds, growing up. She was my everything. Until she was shot, she was constantly by my side. Everywhere I went, she went. And she still does stay by my side to this day. Just in a fancier way.

I pulled the other necklace out along. I asked Jay for a pen and paper. She left the room and quickly came back with a pen and a notebook. I began to write 3 letters. (You'll find out what they say later.)

I called Jay over, since I wasn't supposed to walk yet. Doctors orders. "Jay, You know what i;m doing. And you are a lovely person. A wonderful midwife. But, because I won't be here to meet the people who are adopting my children, I need you to give these letters to them. 2 are for the children and one is for them. Please? One more thing, would you put these on them? Please?" I begged.

She nodded and took the letters and necklaces from me. I was giving up my baby... My wolf baby that is. I was giving her to  MY babies. 

By now, everyone else had left the room. Except Jay, of course.

There was a knock at the door and both me and Jay turned to see a brown haired boy. In his early twenties or late teens. "Hey Mum..." So this must be her son, Louis.

In my earlier hours of labor, she spent every second with me. And to pass the time, she told me about her kids. Her son named Louis, was who she talked about most. Him and his crazy friends.

"Louis!" She said surprised, "What are you doing here? You didn't tell me you were coming home!" She smiled and gave him a big hug. "I thought I could come for a visit! I've got a few days off, so why not?" He smiled, and finally his eye's found my bed and the cart next to it.

"Oh, Mum! Your with a patient. Obviously, sorry. Hi, I'm Louis!" He said, walking over to me and putting out his hand. I wearily took it and shook it. "I know. I'm er, Nikki." He smiled over the two newborn babies at my bedside. "I would've hugged you but that would've been difficult."

"I'm not really.. a hug kind of person." I looked over at Jay. She was smiling, I remember the first few minutes I had met her, she gave me a hug. Even though I was the size of a whale.

"Will you two be alright together? Are you okay with the babies? I have to go get some paperwork for you to sign. They already got the time and date and weight but we need stuff for you to sign so.."

I nodded, "Oh yeah. Go, I'll be fine."

"So, Nikki..." Louis started. "Louis..." I mimicked.

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Louis had only been here for about 30 minutes and he had told me his life story. He was really interesting... He was in this band. I had heard them once or twice on the radio so, I felt pretty cool about meeting him.

And when his mom came in with the papers, she asked me if I had decided if I was going to name them or not, in which I said no, and Louis immediately wanted to know why, after she gave me the papers, told me to think about it and left to go help one of the interns.

"Why aren't you naming them?" he asked as soon as she was out the door. "Because I'm not keeping them." I stated simply. His eyebrows knotted in confusion, "Why not? Where is there father?"

"I come from a really poor family, Louis. I can't even support myself. I'm only 22. How am I supposed to support them?" I asked. Ignoring the father question.  Louis sighed and didn't say anything for a few minutes. "What if.. What if You moved in with me, and I helped you support yourself and them? Would you keep them then?" He asked. I shook my head no.

"Louis, I'm sorry. I don't know you. Your a great person, but I can't do it." His eyes saddened and he looked back up at me. "You never answered me, where is there father?" He asked again.

"Dead."  His jaw dropped and he immediately apologized. "It's okay Louis. It was a stupid one night stand. He was a druggy, and he died a few days after I told him."

"Oh.."  He looked over at the babies and then me. "They look like you..." he mumbled. "Well... they are my kids." I laughed lightly.

"Can I hold one?" He asked. "Uh, Yeah. Be careful though.." He nodded and carefully picked up the little blue bundle. I could see my wolf-tooth necklace laced around his neck gently. Louis noticed it and lightly picked it up, the little boy stirring in his arms, "What's this?" He asked.

"My baby..." I mumbled. "Not the baby, this Silly!" He said. "No, i'm serious. that's my baby around my babies neck. I had a pet  er... Wolf. And she was shot. Those are all that I have left of her." I said.

"Woah! a pet wolf!"

"Yeah." Jay walked into the room, it  was quite late. Considering after 14 hours of labor, I finally gave birth.  It was 10 by now. And Jay said it was time for Louis to leave and that she would see me in the morning. And if I needed anything, hit the button by my bedside table. It would get one of the nurses.

"Goodnight Nikki. I'll see you tomorrow." Louis said, exiting the room with his Mom. "Bye Louis..."

Alright, so FIRST CHAPTERRR.

*Do to the story change later on, Elounor is in it for like 3 chapters.. so No worries my fellow new Larry readers*

I'm a Larry shipper, but I like Eleanor.