I walked back into the compartment and just anxiously waited till we got to London. Sirius and Remus got off the train leaving me and James I was about to walk off as he grabbed my wrist. I could see the red puffyness in his eyes he'd been crying.James: "just let me explain"
Me: "I already told you when we get back"
I walked away and towards Sirius and we left. Of course when we got 'home' they were shouting and started hitting me and Sirius again. That night I had 'Secret Love Song' on repeat till Sirius came in.
Sirius: "I want to tell them I'm gay but-but I'm scared"
Me: "I'll do it with you, I'll tell them I'm bi"
Sirius: "you sure"
Me: "yeah come on"
We walked downstairs to where they were sat.
Orion: "yes?"
Sirius: "we have something to tell you"
Walburga: "go ahead"
Me: "I'm bi"
Sirius: "I'm gay"
Walburga: "Orion do something"
Orion: "YOU" whilst pointing his finger at me "your just confused you WILL marry a man" and slapped my face. "But YOU" pointing at Sirius "Crucio!"
I quickly pushed Sirius out the way and took the blast. Sirius knelt down beside me.
Sirius: "Stop!! Can't you see it's hurting her you monster!"
It was the most excruciating pain I'd ever felt, it felt never ending until he finally stopped.
Orion: "go away now!"
Sirius scooped me up and carried me upstairs and put me on my bed. I started balling my eyes out, how could it be a month ago I was so happy watching James talk to the baby now this?!
Sirius: "hey, Lorelei it's okay"
Me: "p-promise.....me.....o-one....t-thing"
Sirius: "what?"
Me: "you'll protect your heart, let people close enough to trust them and love them but keep them far enough for them not to brake your heart. You don't have to protect your heart from Remus though he'll NEVER hurt you"
Sirius: "I know, and I promise. We need to get out of here"
Me: "yeah. But when, where will we go"
Sirius: "tomorrow morning early, I don't know we'll figure that out tomorrow"
Me: "okay"
Sirius: "why'd you do that? Your pregnant? Omg your pregnant?!"
Me: "I couldn't let him hurt you, and we're fine"
Sirius lied down next to me and cuddled into my side, I ran my hand comfortingly up and down his back. Regulus walked into my room and lied down on my other side.
Regulus: "are you really leaving? Sorry I was listening at your door"
Me: "yeah we have to Reg"
Regulus: "will I still see you?"
Me: "of course you will, and promise me if they turn on you even for a second you'll tell me"
Regulus: "promise"
- next morning -
Sirius: "should we wake Reg up and tell him we're leaving"
Me: "no" "bye Reg" kissed his forehead.
I grabbed James' and Sirius' Christmas presents that I'd gotten them and very slowly walked to my bedroom door.
Orion: "where do you think your going?!"
Me: "leaving"
He grabbed James' present and threw it at my head.
Sirius: "just let us leave!"
We got outside the house.
Me: "where we gonna go?"
Sirius: "James'?"
Me: "sure, but I can't walk it still hurts"
Sirius: "sit on the trunk I'll wheel you"
Me: "you sure?"
Sirius: "yeah, come on. Did you have to bring your guitar?"
Me: "yes, you wouldn't let me bring the piano"
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You and me //James potter and Lorelei Black
FanfictionLorelei Black is Sirius Black's slight older twin sister. She's been in love with James since she saw him. One night will change it all. Lorelei and Regulus have a good relationship. What will life throw at them, how will they handle it. Lorelei ALW...