A New Opinion [SBI+Tubbo]

There response -chapter 13

Warning- mentions of Eating disorders, implied cutting and abuse
Same day stiiiiillllll

November 22nd Friday still

Tommy's POV

I was sitting with tubbo in the living room, Phil and Wilbur sitting across from us. Phil knew already, but I still needed to explan to Wilbur...

"Tommy... please explain" Wilbur said, concern filling his voice a sad look on his face.

"I- I don't know how to explain it..."  I said my voice shaky and tears pricked my eyes

"Try" Wilbur said, he gave a sweetsmile, I had to explain... Phil knew I got seriously hurt, and was put in the hospital due to being shot but he doesn't know the exact details.

"I um..." tubbo felt put his hand on my shoulder, with a small smile.

I nodded, I hesitantly stood up, taking make shirt off deciding I didn't want to explain this bit, just like I'd done with tubbo.

My dads eyes watered, he put a hand over his mouth, I had never shown him the scares before, an honestly I never planned too.

Wilbur just sat there shocked, he made eye contact with me and didn't look away.

Moments later techno walked down the stairs, he got to the bottom and looked at us.
he looked confused for a moment, mixed with barley have woken up.
His eyes landed on me, and then it seemed to clicked.

Phil was crying now.

"I um... i always told myself when I told you that youd laugh at me,
say I was a freak, weak, and that I'd deserved it, and then hurt me...
so I just never told anyone" I said looking at the ground. "I know none of you would ever do that but I just... I don't know" I mumbled quietly.

I felt somone pull me into a hug, i jumped then I looked up and saw my dad, he was crying and hugging me tightly, I hesitantly hugged back.

"I'm sorry Tommy... I knew about what happened, I should have checked on you more" he said years running down his face.

"No... it's fine dad, I promise" I said, I wasn't fine though I REALLY wasn't fine.

He rested his head on mine, he wasn't much taller then me, but still tall enough to do so.

"Why didn't you tell us... we could have helped" I heard a sad voice say, it was Wilbur, my dad stepped back as I put my shirt back on quickly.

"Tommy... please tell us how t-that happened" techno said "I understand and it's fine if you don't but..." techno said trailing off slightly.

I explained to them the same way I explained to tubbo

The basement, the abuse, the knife the gun the feeling of everything fading away, the numbness, but I left out the part where I expected it.

And instead this time... I mentioned something that I hadn't mentioned to tubbo, but I think he knew already.

"They didn't let me eat either... that's kinda the main reason this happened." I said quietly "Mr. Bill's would wake me up at 7am, they'd have me cook breakfast, then go back to my room, after about a hour I'd come out and start cleaning and doing the dishes, then I'd make lunch, back to my room unless I still had chores to do, then id wait in my room till I could go make dinner then I wasn't aloud to leave my room for the rest of the night...." I mumbled "I could ask for food 1 day a week-" something in Phil's eyes looked as if  something had suddenly begun to make sense to him "I'd always wake up with a bottle of water next to me too..." I said, "probably so I wouldn't end yo dead" I mumbled the last bit.
"The day that.... I had to be moved, I had accidentally burnt breakfast, so he got mad" I finished, looking up at my family for the first time since I had begun talking about it.

it hurt to remember and I was only talking about 1 of the 35 homes I'd been with since the age of 4, all of which decided I was too much work or were so abusive that people began noticing or I'd finally tell someone.

I wiped a tear that had fallen down my face.

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Technos POV:

'You should have just killed him'

'Are you hearing this? This is the saddest version of tommy shes ever made XD'

'Shut up! He can hear us remember?'

'E'

'F in the chat for Tommy, like dear God'

'Aww no! Is Tommy ok? You should go hug him'

'You could always kill him put him out of his misery!'

I cant believe what I'm hearing in my own head right now... I'm becoming scared of my own thoughts I don't like this.

But my eyes couldn't look away from my little brother... hearing what I just heard, I want to go hug him keep him safe but I have a feeling that's not what he wants at the moment.

Maybe the weird voice thing were right about something... maybe I SHOULD have killed that basterd.

Wilburs pov:

My eyes locked where I'd seen the small circular scar... it was a inch away from his heart, 14, that when he experienced that, and I don't think I'd be able to handle hearing what happened In his other homes...

35 we don't know about, all horrible places, we never pushed the subject, but I'm starting to think we should have, we could have gotten him help we could have done something.

It hurt knowing my little brother was hurting and I didn't know. I love techno and tubbo, they are my brothers no matter what.

But Tommy is special to me, I have a special bond with my youngest brother, and I dont like him hurt.

Philza POV:

My son, my youngest son went through that?... he was shot and tortured with a knife...

I'm gonna say it wasn't the first time, I could feel the scars on his back as well, either he wasn't mentioning something or... something like this happened before.

I was crying I could feel the tears, but i didn't move, my heart hurt, knowing somone could do that to a 14 year old...

Tubbos POV:

I sat next to tommy holding his hand tightly, I knew they probably didn't feed him well, he clearly had some sort of eating disorder, I just never pushed anything.

Tommy was crying, trying not to but failing, he hid his face in my shoulder, hugging me tightly, I held onto him, I didn't let go because I knew he was scared of what his family's reaction would be.

I would ask about the scars on his back, legs and arms tomorrow. The ones that the rest couldn't see, but the ones that I saw Tommy trying to hide better. The scares that didn't come from a foster home where the one that worried me most....

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