A New Opinion [SBI+Tubbo]

Its my turn to keep him safe -chapter 14

2 days after previous chapter
Finally a new day-
November 24th, Sunday [Thanksgiving is on the 30th I decided :)]

Tommy's POV: warnings, mentions of abuse, panic attacks, blood, and alcohol. Also there is no shipping
Don't you guys just love me? And all my angsty glory?

Tommy POV:

I was dreaming, I was able to fly, I had wings, so did dad, techno was part pig and tubbo and Wilbur where humans, I was weird but I enjoyed it, but I opened my eyes slowly and reluctantly, I herd what sounded like sharp breaths, somone gasping for air. That set of alarms in my head immediately.

My head hurt as I sat up rubbing my eyes.

I looked around the room waiting for my eyes to adjust to the darkness.

A few moments later my eyes adjusted as I looked around my eyes landing on my roommate.

"Tubbo?.." I said tirdly, he was sitting up so I knew he was awake, my eyes opened wildly when I realized what was happening.

"Tubbo" I said worriedly, I got up quickly ignoring the light headedness that came over me.

I went over to tubbos bed and sat down next to him carefully, tubbos breathing was uneven and fast, his eyes quickly traveled around the room not focusing on anything.

"Tubbo hey, hey can you hear me" i said calmly, 'as possible', as I gently grabbed his hand with mine.

He didn't seem to be abel to concentrate on my voice, or hear me and if he could he wasn't gonna answer.

"Tubbo calm down, you have to breathe" I said, putting my hands on either side of his head turning his head to look at me, his eyes focused on me, but his breathing was still uneven, he looked as if he was about to pass out.

"Take a deep breath, focus on your breathing" I said calmly trying to keep the worry out of my voice.

He made no sighn of noticeing my words, but he did close his eyes as he began taking shaky deep breaths.
Slowly his breath became even again, as he kept taking deep breaths.

"Im... I'm sorry" he mumbled looking down now "I didn't mean to wake you up" he said barely even a whisper

"No, no it's ok I don't mind" I said, he leaned forward his head now laying on my shoulder, his arms wrapped around me loosely.

"Please dont leave me alone" he said
his voice remained as a low whisper.

"I won't" I said, i hugged him back, I could feel my shoulder become wet as he cried.

Hes always there for me when this happens to me, I guess it my turn to here for him. Tubbo see.s to be better at keeping his emotions under control considering in the 3 weeks tubbo has been with us I have never seen him lose it like tonight.

But I kept holding him, I wasn't good with words, so I settled for just hugging him.

After about 30 minutes of us sitting there, him crying as he clung to me tightly, and me holding him protectively.

Slowly I could here the quiet sobs become quieter, his breathing slowed, and his body relax.

He had fallen asleep.

I laid him down, pulling the covers back over him.

"Night tubs" I whispered before,
I got up carefully going over to my bed and laying down, it was 1am so I fell back asleep almost instantly.

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Tubbos POV:

In tubbos dream