So when I got to the phone I didn't recognized the number.I pick it up and like I said it was him.We hadn't talked for 9 months.And what did we talked about nine months ago?Nothing really.We were just protending that we are friends and everything is cool,but one day he just stopped contacting,as always.
You see it was his thing to contact and the disappear.Unlike me who I never not even once tried to let him know that i cared.I had created the image of the girl with the perfect life that has moved on and never cared about him.Over these nine months I was thiking about this everyday,I was like"God Sophie you are so stupid,you had so many chances to tell him what really happend and how you feel about him and you messed them up".
So I promised to myself that the next time we wil get in touch,I won't waste it.Well anyway where was I,oh right so I picked up the phone and this is how it went:
Me:Hello?
James:Sup soph
Me:James?Is everything okay?
James:Yeah better than ever.
Me:You sound really excited,I am happy for you!
James:I am sure you are,now look behind you.
I looked back and it was him,how could I ever describe the felling.I had just seen the person that matters the most to me in this world after 2 years of me thinking that we are done forever.I wanted to go hug him so hard and tell him about every single feeling i've had for him.Did I do it?No.Not that day.That day I played it cool like I always did and we started talkin.Everything went downhill after that day.
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