Why Me!!

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Rose's POV

Time flies so fast Ella is now 5 years old and the past months me and lisa are always together because im the one who's helping her going to her private doctor neither jisoo and jennie dont know that lisa just have 1 year and six months left. Crazy right? when lisa ask me to go out with her i taught we will just hang out but im wrong she told me everything and she  cried to me begging that i will keep it to our friends especially jennie and Ella.

Flashback

Cheongaa im here lisa called my name, she is sitting on a bench located at the park and we are just the only one who's here because its 3:00 am in the morning....

Lisayahh i went to her side and greeted her with a hug.....

I put my head on her shoulder while looking at the view....

Why do we need to talk this late?

I have something to tell you Park Chaeyoung she said and i know she is serious when she called me by that name.

I lift my face and i saw her crying....

Heyy whats wrong??

My luekemia is getting worst...

You can fight for it lisa, i know you, you will not leave your family..... I held her face then wipe her tears..

Im going to leave soon chaeng....

W-what are you saying... bitch dont you dare play with me i joked but why it hurts?

I only have 1 year and 9 months left she said, thats when i put her on on my neck and my tears began to fell....

Your joking aren't you?

Believe me im not lying she replied between her sobs....

I just went quiet the whole time crying with her....

Cheongaaa can you do me a favour?

What is it?

Can you come with me every time im going to my doctor?

Why where's jennie i ask that's when her eyes widen when she heard the word jennie....

She quickly grab my hands while shaking...

PLS DONT HER THEM IM BEGGING YOU!!!

whatt? lisaa jennie is the one who need to know this first right??

Yes b-but when she knows she will just think of me all the time and i dont want that to happen plss.... I want her to be happy with me for my remaining time plssss...

Lisaaaa that's not fai- then she cutted me...

I want to enjoy my remaining time with her and Ella, i want to see them laughing not crying on my hospital bed, i want to hug them at night not my hospital pillow. I'd rather to dye in happiness with them not in that fucking hospital bed.....

Do you think she will be happy if we will hide this to her and she will just know when your gone?

That's not what i mean cheongaa....

I only have a year and months and i want to spent all of that time with her.... That's why i ask you here with me because i trust you.....

Shhhh ok its ok..... But promise me you will take care of your self?