Nobody Knows

Chapter 23

Ashanti Pov

"Markus why the fuck is he here" I asked with so much hatred in my voice

"Ashanti his your father at least hear him out" he said

I can't believe this motherfucker is here in my kitchen right now like everything is all good an dandy. And I can't believe Markus brought him here after everything he saw him take me and my mom through and he brought him here that shit is crazy

"I don't have a father" I said looking at him with disgust

"Baby girl please just hear me out" my "father" said.

"Why so you can tell me how sorry you is for walking out on me and my mama and how you want to fix our relationship Nahh I'm good on that one" I said walking right back out the door

I heard Markus calling my name but I really didn't have anything else to say to him or that man in that house I got in my car and just drove around so I could clear my mind

Markus Pov

"I'm sorry that It went down like that but to be honest you really don't have anybody to blame but yourself " i told James as he sat with his head in his hands

Ashanti had just walked out the door and we were just sitting here silent

"Markus I'm trying to make it right I took the first step coming here but if that's how she is going to be treating me then I'm going to stop trying" he said

I looked at him like he was crazy he has been gone from her life for forever and now that she not running to him like he wants her to he wants to just give up I knew he wasn't shit

"So just cause she didn't come running back to you like you thought she would you goin just give up" I asked

He was quite for a min before he started talking again

"That's not what I'm saying" he said but I cut him off before he got to finish

"Then what are you saying cause that's exactly what It sounds like" I said

He sighed he looked at me like he wanted to say something but nothing came out his mouth so I took that opportunity to tell him what's on my mind.

"Look I took out my time and probably got my bestfriend mad at me so you could have a chance to make things right, So if she don't want nothing to do with you then i'm sorry i did my part." I said

I started walking to my room done with this conversation

"You can let yourself out" i said before shutting the door

Ashanti Pov

When i got back home i was still mad that Markus pulled that knowing i can't stand that man, but i kno that he was only trying to help. I had just got out the shower when i heard a knock on the door

"Yea" i said

"Can i come in we need to talk" markus said sounding all sad and stuff

"Yea" i said putting on my shirt

He came in and sat on my bed it was quiet  for a while until he broke the silence

"Shanti i'm sorry"

"I'm sorry too i shouldn't of left out like that but i just got so mad" i said sittting next to him

"And i shouldn't of brought him here without asking you first"

"Yea but while i was out i was thinking that i really couldn't be mad at you because all you was trying to do was help"

"Thats exactly what i was trying to do but i found out that he a real fuck nigga and i see why you hate him so much"

I smacked my teeth "nigga you should of been knew that"

"Well i do now" he said

It got quiet again before i spoke up

"So we good now" i asked

"Yea man we good" he said

He pulled me into a hug a kissed my forehead

"I love you"

"I love you too" i said hugging him longer