Chapter 19

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Chapter 19

Niall POV

"So this Liam, tell me about him?" The doctor asked pushing the glasses up the bridge of his nose. Niall hated it here, this therapist. But he had to admit it helped, he needed someone to talk to. But he didn't know if he wanted to talk about Liam, he had tried to leave Liam's name out of it all. But he knew the therapist would act like after all it was Liam's idea. He was the one that said the doctor had helped him when he was left alone for so long. Which thats where Liam was the day Niall got discharged. Talking to the doctor, who always asks questions that made Niall uncomfortable. He was so used to being everyone's walking diary, he never had his own person to express his feelings to. Except maybe Liam at time but still were things hes told this perfect stranger that he had not even told his own mother.

"He scares me." Niall decided after awhile of being lost in his thoughts, "no. Not him who scares me, it's the feeling i get when he's gone that scares me. I never want Liam to leave me, and when he does even though I know he'll be back i just feel so hurt. Fragile, he makes me feel so breakable, and I don't know what that even means. I wanna be with Liam, i wanna be by his side, I wanna spend my time with him. I just want him." Niall sighed rubbing his face with his hands letting out a short groan. The doctor nodded making a noise of understanding.

"Did it ever occur to you Niall that maybe you like Liam more than just a friend?" The doctor asked an Niall stopped twirling the chair for a moment and though. Him and Liam, sure they had kissed but it was one time and they both seemed to have forgotten about it the next day. They were friend some may even say best friends, but did Niall honestly see him as more than that? The thought of being more than friends with Liam didn't bother him in the slightest, but it didn't ignite any type of fire inside of him. Niall was comfortable with Liam, he was himself with Liam. He didn't need any extra emotions or feelings. Being with Liam was right, and Liam was like this wall around him. It made him feel safe and protected, but when Liam was gone it was like the wall was knocked down and Niall was suddenly left feeling weak and vulnerable. So maybe that meant something, maybe that was how it was supposed to be. Liam and Niall. Niall and Liam. They were each others other half. The whole world could see it, they were the pieces missing in the puzzle. So that was it, just like that Niall realized the truth. The truth he knew all along from the moment his eyes connected with those honey colored eyes. From the moment he saw that perfect smile, or heard that beautiful gentle voice. Liam. It was Liam. It had always been Liam, Niall never even loved Louis. He used Louis as a distraction reflecting his feelings for Liam onto Louis. Liam was the answer, all this confusion and mystery. It was Liam, he was the missing piece. All along his answer was sitting beside him. This comfort, this feeling of being safe, it was love. Niall loved Liam.

"I have to do something." Niall said quickly standing up from his chair way before the session had ended, he rushed out of the office and ran done the hall at a full sprint to the waiting room, where he knew Liam would be waiting patiently. Like he was everyday. Niall pushed open the door and saw Liam was alone in the room, he grinned foolishly.

"Liam." He breathed and Liam's head whipped up and he looked at Niall with confusion, and glanced at the clock. Niall made his way over to him his heart racing a mile a minute.

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