Natasha Romanoff One Shots And Reader

May I?

You wrote down notes in you note book, trying to come up with a schedule for next week. With their being no mission for you and what happened everything sucked. It was all so boring and had you hiding out in your room all day, occasionally somebody would come in mostly Steve or Clint and ask how you're doing but that's mostly it.
You felt like a complete idiot for ever think she would ever want to go out with you.

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Flashback

You walked up to her trying to act confident but yet a nervous wreck.

"Hey Nat do you mind if we can go outside real quick?"
You asked her.

"Sure what for?" She began to follow you.

"Oh nothing much I just need to ask you something." You stepped out into the cool air.

Natasha stood besides you and looked over at you with curiosity.

You turned to face her, "Here goes nothing. Natasha when first came here I though you were stunning and you still are and that leads me to say Natasha Romanoff I want to take you out to dinner as a date."

She stood there frozen, she thought you were gonna ask her about training but not this, I mean she wanted you to ask but now here she is she's frozen.

Untill finally "I- I'm sorry..."

And with that you felt your heart shatter, knowing that their was a risk of this happening you just didn't know it would hurt this much.

Giving her a weak smile, "It's okay I understand I just wish it were different though."

As you walked away and back inside the building a few tears slid down your face which would soon be replaced by even more when you ended up in your bedroom.

What you didn't know is Natasha's heart broke to. She was scared, scared that the one of you would end up hurt in the end of this so she promised herself she wouldn't explore it. She would leave it alone and not dig it up, but it still hurt.

End of flashack
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Natasha closed her eyes trying to calm herself down. Infront of the team shes been calm and collected but when she would be left alone she would pace and try and figure out if she should go after you or not.

All you've done is hide in your room for the past week, changed your schedule and routines so you didn't have to see her which was your business but she felt she had to try even if it was her fault.

Entering the hallway she started in the direction of your room, feeling her heart beat faster with every step.

For the past few days shes been practicing this and trying to gather up courage to go and see you.
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You wrote down all of next weeks plan, sitting back and sighing you realized how tired you were. But yet you didn't even do anything today.

Shaking your head you looked back down at your desk, it was a little piece of paper with a restaurant's name and date where you would've taken her but she rejected you. God you hated the word.

You looked away from it and began cleaning the desk making sure you threw out the paper and any other garbage.

When you were finished you felt completed, look at that you did something today.
But when their was a knock at the door your smile quickly faded.

Maybe it was Tony trying to get you out of your room again by telling you about his projects, or Steve where he promised you-you could beat him up for no matter how long, or Clint telling you about how the both of you could go enjoy a walk, or Thor saying he would show you Asgard. Which to be honest you almost took up the opportunity it sounded fun.