chapter 44 ~ pen

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• implications of suicide

//Dreams pov

I stare at the 3 dainty letters that are left on my desk.

The first titled 'mom'

The second titled 'ranboo, for everyone'

The third, the one that means the most, simply titled 'george' in small loopy letters.

In another world, me and him worked out.

In another world, we loved eachother endlessly.

In another world,

Just not in this one.

Its comforting to know that in a little while, I wont be burdened with these thoughts any more.

In a little while, ill feel at peace.

I know how im going, I know how I want to do this.

Ill feel connected to him, ill feel close to him in my last few moments.

As I stand and stare at the letters, it starts to dawn on me.

This is probably one of my last few days alive.

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