Inside the Outer Banks || JJ

14. Spur of The Moment

* I swapped around the party and the diner scene because it made more sense to my story*

*TRIGGER WARNING: Drugs, rape*

"Stealing drones makes you hungry." Kie smirked as she pulled up at the diner, the five of us climbing out.
"What I would do to a beer and shrimp and grits right now." JJ smirked at me and I nodded.
"It would not be pretty." Pope shook his head, us following Kie inside.
"Hey, Dad." Kie smiled as we walked in.
"Hey." Her dad replied, the boys into the dining area as I stood beside her.
"How'd we do?" She asked and he shook his head.
"Didn't turn it over once." He replied and I shrugged.
"It's probably just bad luck because of the storm." I tried to be optimistic, and he snorted.
"Yeah, I'll be sure to tell the banks that." He nodded.
"Guess now is not the best time to ask for free food for me and my friends?" She asked as he glanced at the boys.
"Look at them." He instructed as we glanced at the boys, JJ holding up a peace sign, making me laugh, "They're greedy pelicans."
"So hungry." John B muttered.
"I told you to stop hanging around them." He shook his head.
"Well, everybody at the Kook Academy hates me, Dad." She said in response and I hit her arm.
"Hey!" I retorted and she shrugged.
"Okay, everybody but one."
"'Cause you never gave them a chance." Her dad retorted and she shook her head.
"I did give them a chance." She answered, "They got stuck up. They care more about shoes than surfing. What am I supposed to do with that?.. These are my friends."
"Look. Well, I... I got... I gotta throw it out. Might as well take it." He agreed and I smiled.
"Thank you!" She yelled and I nodded.
"Yeah thanks Mr. C." I agreed.
"You're welcome. I'll bring it out. Sit down."

We walked out to the dining area, John B and Kie at a booth, JJ and I sitting across from each other at a separate booth and Pope sitting above us at a bench. We soon got some food, the five of us devouring it before even saying a word. Once finished, Kie turned up the music on the radio, her and John B getting up to dance.
"Hey about before..." JJ started, leaning closer to me.
"What about it?" I asked back, glancing between him and the table.
"It was spur of the moment. Right? I mean, did it... Did it mean anything to you?" He asked and I sat up straight.
"Uh, no. Of course, you're right. It was just a spur of the moment thing. It didn't mean anything." I agreed and he nodded, sitting back as well.

"Anyway. I have a party to go to." I rolled my eyes as I stood from the table. "Thanks for dinner Mr C. Wish me luck guys." I walked out of the bar and started the long walk back to figure 8. 

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Eventually getting to Topper's house, it's a weird feeling being back at an ex's house, especially when you know that he's going to be with his new girlfriend, that he cheated on you with. I took a deep breath before walking in. I was wearing a tight, short, denim skirt with a bright red bikini underneath and had my hair thrown into a bun. I quickly made my way to the bar. Yes. Bar.
"I'll get a beer." I said and the bartender furrowed his brow.
"Nah, we only got spirits." He said and I shrugged.
"Okay, get me anything then." I replied and he nodded. 
"Here, it's a vodka soda." He answered and I smiled back at him.
"Thanks." I walked through the house, making my way to the backyard to see the Kook King and Queen themselves, standing on the roof. "Oh God." I groaned under my breath, watching them as they jumped in. I felt someone grab onto my hips and glanced over to see Kelce smiling back at me.
"I didn't think they were letting Pogues in." He smirked and I rolled my eyes.
"I wish they weren't." I replied, pushing him away from me.

"Can you believe this girl right here?" Topper called out, grabbing my attention as he pointed to Sarah, "The coolest chick in the OBX!"
"Ooh, that's gotta hurt." Kelce whispered in my ear from behind as I shrugged my shoulders.
"Shut up Kelce." I groaned, walking away from him.

"Check it! Rafe!" A boy called out in the next room, to see Rafe and some other people surrounding a table with lines on it.
"Forty. Here's 60." A girl said as she handed Rafe some cash, snorting a line.
"You got 60? 40." A different girl said, taking a line.
"You know, 40 isn't enough for the amount of coke you've been doing tonight, but I'll let it slide this time." Rafe smirked, glancing at me.
"Hey Pogue, surely you'll do some with us." He smirked and I shrugged walking over and sitting on a couch next to him.
"Fine, how much?" I asked.
"For that line there, 20." He informed and I nodded, grabbing a 20 out of the back of my phone case and handing it to him. I leaned down, closing one nostril as I inhaled the powder, receiving cheers from those around me.
"Whoo!" Kelce called out and I laughed, feel it start to hit me in a way that weed never did. "Pogue's lettin' loose."
"Shut the fuck up Kelce." I laughed shaking my head at him as Rafe stood up.
"Top! Hey! Top! Top!" He called out and I glanced over to see him and Topper talking.
"Hey, everybody." Topper waved, glancing at me.
"Hey, this is Top, all right? I call him the Shred God. He goes Conan on overheads, right?" Rafe introduced everyone in the group to him.
"Really? That's not quite the nickname I know him as." I smirked, Topper sending me a look.
"What were you last year? You were, like, top ten." Rafe continued.
"Last year, uh, seventh in Nationals." Topper replied as Rafe pushed him through the circle.
"Take a seat. Sit down. Sit down, man!" Rafe pushed him down into the seat next to me.
"Hey Allie." He whispered and I nodded back at him.
"Hey. Hey." Rafe continued, "You want a bump?"
"A bump? Um..." Topper contemplated.
"It tastes like bananas." I informed and he laughed.
"Yeah? Yeah, I don't know..." He shrugged.
"Hey. If you don't hit it, then I will." I smirked and Rafe nodded.
"It's true, man." Rafe agreed.
"No, let's... Yeah, let's do it. Yeah." Topper nodded.
"Do you want to do one? Yeah. Let's go." Rafe yelled as Topper turned to me.
"Let's do a line." He smirked and I nodded.
"Oh! One for each okay." Rafe laughed, Topper and I leaning down in time to snort the lines, Topper standing and coughing after doing his.

"Whoa, whoa. Hey, take it easy, man." Rafe exclaimed, "This isn't your first rodeo, is it?"
"Hell, no, it's not!" Topper screamed out.
"Let's do another one." Rafe smirked and Topper laughed as he sat back down.
"What? What? Let's... let's do it!" Topper nodded as Kelce walked back in.
"Let's go, Top! Outside," Kelce said and Topper nodded, following him outside. Rafe shuffled around back to his seat, leaning closer to me.
"Hey I want to show you something." He whispered in my ear and I glanced at him, my head clouded worse than when I get high.
"Okay." I slurred out, him taking my hand and pulling me up onto my feet.
"Wait finish your drink first." He ordered and I nodded, pulling the drink up to my lips, not even noticing his hand underneath, pushing it up to make me finish it. "Okay, leave your cup you won't need it." He ordered again and I nodded dropping it onto a table. I followed him over to the stairs, starting to go up as I felt my steps become wobbly. We stopped outside of a door, one that I could still recognise in my state.
"Why are we going into Topper's room?" I asked as he opened the door, slurring worse than before.
"How'd you know that?" He asked and I shrugged, but he didn't care about my answer because he was too busy locking the door behind us. I suddenly became very dizzy, sitting on the bed for relief as Rafe walked over to me. He grabbed hold of my wrists, pushing them against the bed as his body pushed me down. I tried to push my hands away or get away from him but I couldn't. I couldn't move.
"Rafe get away from me." I slurred out as he kissed onto my neck, "Please stop."
"Oh you can't pull out now. You followed me all the way up here, wearing that. You wanted this. You slut." He groaned, one of his hands reaching down to pull up my skirt, undoing the sides of my bikini bottoms soon after. I felt a tear fall down my cheek as he pushed himself inside of me, making me groan out in pain. He smirked at my groans, continuing to thrust in and out of me as his hands moved onto my hips, grabbing hold of them. Hard. Where he held started to burn after not long, making me cry out in pain even more. "Yeah you slut." He leaned down to one of my breasts, biting down on the exposed skin. He pushed in one last time as he pulled away from my tit, I could tell he had came from the look on his face. He pulled out and pushed himself off of me, laughing to himself as he walked out of the room.

I retied my bikini bottoms, my head starting to clear slowly as I sat up. I pulled my skirt down and opened Topper's window, jumping onto the ground below. I started walking away from the house, but I didn't turn right to get back to my house. I went left. Towards the cut. 

By the time I reached the other side of the island, I was in tears, hysterical thinking about what had just happened. I don't know what over came me but I felt the overwhelming urge to go to his house. I turned onto his road, seeing lights were still on in his house. I walked up to the front door, knocking a couple of times and waiting for the door to open. When it did, I saw a 40 year old man.
"Luke?" I asked and he nodded. "Is JJ here?" I asked through sobs and he shrugged walking away from me. I followed him inside walking through the halls.
"That's his room. If he's here, he's in there." Luke informed and I nodded walking up to his room and knocking.
"Dad, leave me alone!" JJ's voice called out, making more tears fall onto my cheeks.
"It's me. I mean, Allie." I cried out, hearing a shuffling before the door opened, revealing a topless JJ. I glanced behind him to see a half-naked girl on his bed.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come here." I shook my head as more tears started to fall.
"No, stay. Allie, please stay." JJ said before turning to the girl. "Leave. Get out!" The girl climbed off of the bed before running passed me.
"You didn't have to do that." I whispered and he shrugged.
"But I did. Come in." He insisted and I nodded, him closing the door behind us as I walked into the room. "Now what happ... Wait what happened to you?" He asked as he turned on the flash of his phone, seeing the bruises that had already formed on my body.
"I told him to stop." I whispered, JJ's brow furrowing as he sat down next to me. "But I couldn't move. From fear, and I don't know maybe the coke I did had something to do with it, but I just felt so drugged. Like I knew it was happening but I couldn't stop it. Even when he let go of my arms, I still couldn't move them.
"Who? Who's he?" JJ asked, his eyes shifting from mine to the bruise on my boob, "Is that a bite mark?" he asked, his finger moving up to brush over it as I nodded.
"R.. It was Rafe." I whispered and his brow furrowed.
"Like Rafe Cameron?" He asked and I nodded again, breaking back down into tears. "Hey, shh, don't cry. Come here." He whispered, wrapping one arm around my shoulder as the other grabbed onto my thighs, pulling them across his waist. I wrapped mine around his waist, digging my head into his chest. "I'm gonna kill him."

"Hey JJ." I whispered after ten minutes of us embracing each other the way we had been.
"Yeah?" He whispered back, his hand slowly rubbing up and down my back.
"It wasn't just a spur of the moment thing. Was it?" I asked, pulling my head away from his chest, looking up at him.
"No, it wasn't." He answered leaning back down to me, pressing his lips to mine. My hand slid up to the back of his neck, pressing my forehead against his.
"Can I stay here tonight?" I asked and he nodded.
"Of course."