Drugged // h.s. [complete]

Sixteen

Her POV

 

Too many times haven’t let it show,

That you’re the reason that I glow.

I’ve tried to tell myself,

To be strong, to not back out.

 

Although it’s frustrating,

That I’m still waiting.

When you see the truth,

I’ll be here for you.

 

How can you not see,

That I want you secretly.

I want your arms around me tight,

As if we might die tonight.

And how can you leave,

When I want you so desperately.

In the darkness you’re my light,

And I just can’t fight,

It anymore.

 

How can you not understand,

That I want to hold your hand.

And I want it to never end,

That we’ll never be just friends.

 

How can you not see,

That I want you secretly.

I want your arms around me tight,

As if we might die tonight.

 

And how can you leave,

When I want you so desperately.

In the darkness you’re my light,

And I just can’t fight,

It anymore.

 

I can’t fight, I just can’t fight it x4

Anymore

 

How can you not see,

That I want you secretly.

I want your arms around me tight,

As if we might die tonight.

 

And how can you leave,

When I want you so desperately.

In the darkness you’re my light,

And I just can’t fight,

It anymore.

 

I sat in my room, feeling gloomy. I was close to crying but I never cried as it showed weakness, so I willed the tears to go away.