the aphla Aussie Mate

chapter 3

~Ivy~

" I can't leave haiden!!!" I Screamed... I thought meeting your mate was meant to be a magical time.
Full of love and happiness

"But you have to ivy !!, I'm a king and you are now my queen!!"
Haiden was getting angry but he didn't understand the fact that I'm an alpha and I can't leave my pack

"DID YOU FORGET I'M LEADING A PACK HERE! AND I CAN'T JUST FUCKING LEAVE!!" I've never felt this much anger in me before but he didn't understand.
Unlike him, I'm an only child and my father is too old to lead a pack now

I blame my father for my anger, it's something I can't help

"NO I DIDN'T FORGET, BUT YOUCAN'TT STAY HERE" it's been 3 long days of me and haiden just yelling at each othe....
I don't know how much longer I can go on.

"You know what haiden, how about you go fuck yourself, unlike you I have somewhere to be" before haiden could stop me I grabbed my phone and stormed into the kitchen, where my parent and haiden familyweres sitting.
Grabbing my keys to my ute I stormed out
I can't deal with the pain of leaving my family and country to move with haiden.
I know I have to but it's hard..

"Ivy?" Mum called out, you could hear the worry in her voice.

"I can't mum, I'm going for a drive.." I turned around to look at her
I couldn't help but cry.. I would miss them so much

"Alright, be careful sweetie" she half smiled, she knew how upset I was.

Once I got into the shed, I unlocked my 2017 ford ranger and got in
I always knew when my anxiety and depression got bad, I always turned on my screamo playlist.
The first then that played was midnight train by the amity affliction
(Just warming that the song is screamo, so they will be screaming in it, if anyone would like to listen :) )

Its my favourite band, and for some weird reason listening to their music made me feel better..

"Ivy?" I didn't realise that I'd been sitting in my ute for a bit until haiden came up to my window

I just looked at him and turned my ute on and putting it in reverse and drove out of my shed and finally out of my driveway into town.

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Once I got home, I walked up to my horse in the barn
She was happily eating hay in her stall..

I signed looking at her, I couldn't help but cry again
I fell to the floor shaking and crying
All this pain and anger was finally leaving me, after 3 long days I had my first 'real' cry
I curled up into a little ball in front of luna stall until I fell asleep...

~haiden~
"Haiden, just give her time.. she'll come around, but she's the alpha of this pack and our only child, it's a lot of pressure for her" katie said, she was upset too
Once we got inside everyone was quiet no one wanted to talk... I mean I guess it's my fault me and Ivy have been at it for 3 days

"I'm sorry about my son, Katie and Brett" mum said softly.. I think she was over it too
"But honey, we need to leave soon.. you and James stay here for a bit if that okay with them? " Mum asked ivy's family
Katie smiled and nodded that it was fine

"Thank you for having us, but this baby is due in about 2 weeks" mum laughed "so we better get ready for her"
After saying goodbye to everyone
Mum, dad and ayhla left

" Ivy will be home soon and most probably go straight to the barn," Brett said looking at his phone

I nodded leaving the house and waiting for Ivy in the barn

After 2 hours of waiting, I smelt her
Chocolates and roses...
I wanted to say sorry and hug her but you could scent the pain coming off her

It's the first time, I've ever felt so bad before.. she sat there crying and it was all my fault...
Once she fell asleep I picked her up and took her to bed..

Once we were in her room, sat her down gently, taking her shoes and socks off and putting her under the blankets..

"I'm sorry Ivy, I don't understand your pain and I know it would be hard for you, but I guess it's hard for me too
I've been waiting for you for about 8yrs now, and I don't want to lose you..." she looked so peaceful
I kissed her on the forehead and went and slept in the spare room

~next day~ ~Ivy~

"Bloody sun" I growled it woke me up from my peaceful sleep..
Looking around I was confused on how I got to my room
I remember falling asleep in the barn and that's all I remember

"Shower time" Honesty i always talk to myself, after getting a pair of jeans and shirts out I went into the bathroom and had a shower..

I'm not ready for today, but me and haiden need to talk about it
And what will happen..
I'm happy I found mate but I wish I didn't have to leave

Well fuck it, let's see how today goes...

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I hope you enjoy this chapter.  :)