Angst Collection [SATZU]

Forgotten Memories 2

Tzuyu's Point of View

People say not all soulmates end up together forever, I guess that was true. All this time I never told you, I know you, I remember you, your pointy nose, your sparkly eyes, your fleshy lips, your beautiful face.

I'm so stupid!

I should've tried to remember you back then, I should've known I wasn't fully ready to be married, I'M SO SELFISH AND DESPERATE.

The day of my marriage, you attended, and the time that I saw you, It's like my brain before my accident came back, I saw the view of you lying on my arms, your soft touches around my body, you and me cuddling while saying we love each other, all the flashbacks of memories we shared together, it all came back when we shared a glance, our eyes directly looking to one another, I wanted to run away from the place, run away with you, but the guilt I felt for my fiancé, it haunts me, It made me crazy, I was being attacked by myself, all I can think was my love towards you.

I was about to run away and take you with me but before I can even do that, I saw you smile while tears falling down your cheeks, I saw the pain but your smile, It's like it comforted me telling me it's alright, It wasn't my fault, I shouldn't regret, It happens, and that you love me a lot, that time I knew what your expression says, that all those things meant to happen and atleast we tried our relationship but It's not planned to be neverlasting.

I did nothing because I know that's what you want me to do.

Everytime I want to regret, I think of you and I would stop myself.

Today you're infront of my daughter, Minju, she's not the daughter of my husband, I adopted her to surprise you, together with a child adopting papers was a ring that I was gonna use to propose to you, but because I was so excited, a very terrible accident happened, it made me lose my memory, the ring and us.

Seeing you with my daughter that is technically yours too, it's heaven, I wish this always happen infront of my eyes, Minju looked at you with concern, and you smiled while tears falling down your cheeks like what you did before, It was hard for the both of us, Sana.

I hope in the parallel world, the accident didn't happen and the other versions of ourselves are living their lives to the fullest with their daughter...

like a family that we never get to be.