𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐑𝐢𝐝𝐞 ~ 𝐍𝐢𝐚𝐦

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Niall POV:

I played with the ring that I stole from Liam. I'm surprised he hadn't noticed yet or he didn't mind?

I was scared about telling Liam how I felt as he still hadn't looked in the jar yet...

FLASHBACK

"I like Liam a lot but I don't know how to say anything, I'm too scared!" I told Louis

"Make him dinner?" Louis suggested 

"I don't know any dishes" I complained

"Right this dish should work," Louis said then leaned in "Chicken stuffed with mozzarella wrapped in parma ham with a side of homemade mash, the homemade mash it all better. I made this for Harry and look at us now! We're dating!" 

"Okay...but I can't cook! I tried to make pasta once and I nearly burnt the house down, ask Harry!" I grumbled

"Haz!" Louis shouted

"Yeah!" Harry responded

"Did Niall nearly burn down your house?!" Louis yelled

"YES!" Harry yelled and entered the room "I was so scared! I heard Niall screaming, I went into the kitchen and saw the oven up in flames!"

I heard Louis laugh a little and look away from Harry 

"Anyway, why did you ask?" Harry asked and sat next to Louis

"Well, our favourite little Irish man likes Liam..." Louis winked 

"Oh my god really!" Harry turned towards me "You're gay?! Or bi you never told me"

"Yeah I only ever told Liam and" I smiled and thought of my brother "Greg and obviously Louis like 20 minutes ago but he already suspected I liked Liam"

"Well, I'm so proud of you Ni!" Harry came over and hugged me

"Thank you Hazza" I hugged him back

"Okay, so Niall have you tried making a move yet?" Louis asked

"Not really but for his birthday I got him this jar and told him in there was a load of things I like about him if he's feeling down but really every single one says 'I like you Liam and everything about you is perfect' but I'm guessing he hasn't got one out yet which is also good which means he hasn't been feeling down," I told them both

Louis and Harry looked at each other with a 'Should we tell him?' look

"Liam hasn't been fine he's been drinking a lot more than normal so when I'm not in the house I'm normally with him," Louis told me

Liam wasn't fine?

If Liam wasn't fine he would have told me right?

Right?

"Oh" was all I could manage

"Anyway you should talk to him and make him dinner," Louis said 

"Okay but we haven't spoken since the day after his birthday" I informed Louis

"Wait what? Liam had said you two had been talking?" He spoke confusedly

"Well he's lying, we haven't spoken" 

BACK TO PRESENT DAY

I closed my eyes as if that would remove my feelings for Liam 

Nothing could

Sleeping could make it go away for a bit if I didn't have the same of Liam meeting my family and us dating. I settled down and started to fall asleep but I couldn't get Liam off my mind

Not even for a second

He'll always be my first thought of the day and the last thought of the day