"abortion isn't an option for you is it" I ask her and she shook her head fiddling with her fingers. "I am sorry" She looked down. I felt so bad for the girl. She was just starting a career in music and I fucked that up for her.
"you can walk away and not be apart of the baby's life. I will understand" she spoke softly. Clearly hoping I would say no. "of course not. I got you pregnant. I have to own up and become a dad" I sat next to her rubbing her back.
"I guess the first thing we need to do is tell our parents." I tell her making her nod. "can you stay with me tonight. I need company" she asks making me nod. "can I do anything for you right now"
"I am hungry" She looked up to me. "i cannot cook for shit. Takeaway" I giggle making her nod with a smile. "I don't have to get into a relationships with you. I just broke it off with me ex i am not ready"
"i am sure we can be adults about this and co parent without having that romantic connection" I smile making her nod. "funny story to tell them though if they ever ask" she giggles making me nod. "yeah i hope they never. Can't teach my kid to sleep around and get girls pregnant I feel so guilty right now"
"Your okay both to blame"
Ariana put on a movie for us to watch and of course it was an excuse for her to fall asleep. Wasn't really bothered though. It was an excuse for me to have time with my own head and think about what i had caused.
She had way more to drink that i did and i know that already because she was ranting to me about how her best friend always took her to party's and stuff but she never really wanted to go.
In 9 months i was about to have a baby. I was going to be a dad. To someone I won't be in a relationship with and will be awkward to see. Unless i moved in with her. But then I feel mean on invading her space. I don't know maybe things will change.
I gently climbed off the bed and looked back at her. I had to wake her up soon she i had just got a notification that our take-away was close.
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"best friends can cuddle right" She looked up to me and I nodded. "of course." I smile rubbing her back. "nope I am going to be sick" she sat up running to the bathroom. I followed her of course rubbing her back.
"How long does morning sickness last?" I ask her "I have never been pregnant before so I wouldn't know" she shrugs brushing her teeth.
"it says tea helps" I look at her "tea will wake me up. I want sleep. I felt shitty all day and sleep makes me happy" she beams pushing me out the bathroom and to the bed. "i guess you want cuddling again?"
"yeah I don't have a boyfriend to so you can" she smiles.
