"which room is going to be my little boy's room?" Dalton asks me making me point to the one he was going in. "If I you know ever move on i don't want him being right next to my bed but he is also close enough for me to be able to hear him. And I know when he is born your going to want to stay so there is a room for you" I smile at him making him nod walking in.
"i could make this cute" He nodded looking around. "Okay I will leave you too it" I giggle watching him take in every detail. "want to go buy furniture now or wait a little bit?" he asks spinning me around. "we can order it then we don't have to lift it far" I told him making him nod running to my room.
Swear he has an obsession with my bed. i follow him and sat down. "Sarah isn't going to walk in right?" I ask "no she shouldn't do. I told her to stop that it was getting annoying your the mother to my baby and of course I going to be with you a lot. I want to be here for everything but I can't bring her into your life right now you hate her" He smiled making me nod. I hated the bitch for stealing his attention from me.
You try dealing with the hormones alone. I went from horny to cold to wanting cuddles all in an hour and i am alone half the time. He used to be here for the cuddle and warming me up.
"add to basket, add to basket, add to basket" I quickly took the laptop to
see what he was adding. "Dalton the baby is only small when born it's a smaller car seat" I giggle adding the right one. "we need two" he adds. "i know stupid" I kick him."we are just decorating my house right since you still live at home?" "yeah. No point buying two when i can be here when ever I want when the baby is born right?" "yeah of course you can. You can be here when ever you want you know that. I like you being here. Everything new your there on time when it happens not a cLl away." I get a little upset.
"hey hey shhh" He rubs my back. "I feel like your missing so much stuff" I sniff "it's okay Ari. You know some stuff I will miss and thats okay. You will miss some things to and that is okay too" he smiles kissing my cheek making me nod.
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"Hey Ari are you okay?" I ask her. I really just wanted her to be okay. "I am fine Dalton. My hormones are just all over the place right now""okay as long as your okay" My phone began to ring and she looked down at it and pouts. "I am going to pee" She smiles.
"Hi" I answer it. "Where are you the baby appointment finished ages ago" Sarah asked me. "With her still. Buying some baby stuff with her" I explain. "DALTON" Ariana cries for me.
"urm i got to go" I end the call going to the bathroom. "what have you eaten today" I sigh looking at the sick. "toast" "is that it" I groan no wonder she was grumpy.
"i'll run you a bath" I smile turning the water in helping her clean off letting her sit down while I cleaned up her mess.
"I don't want to be alone tonight" I hear her whisper slightly. "Then I stay" I look at her "your more important to me"