racial identity

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blood rushes to your cheeks in a painted shade of pink
your eyes turn purple and red underneath
freckles peppered across your face like stars in the sky
and i am simply watching,
longing to be like the night

they way ive learned to define beauty
always starts with white

and how i longed to be the nighttime sky
my days of wishing to be the moon

but i find myself more in the sun,
when it touches my skin to replicate its warmth across my skin
my dark eyelids
and the darkness underneath them

you tell me that i am beautiful
and you tell me that i should love the skin i am
the skin ive bleached and painted and cried for
you laced white passing inside me like tight stitched embroidery
i cant pull from my fabrics
and the hole from where the needle embedded itself inside me will always remain

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