the suffocating idea of being good

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i really hope god can understand
or that he can atleast listen to me
and loosen the hold on my throat
he keeps me awake night after night
cold sweat and dry eyes
look at me,
he screams,
but i cant open my eyes
hell tear me limb from limb
hell pin my spirt to my skin
and he'll whisper,
"youll never feel at heaven if i dont even let you in."
    
       - id rather worship a constellation if its perceived as less hateful.

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