Chapter 19💐

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Flashback:

Park Soowon and Seungmin were a couple at Seungmin's old school.

Seungmin fell for Soowon when he was in his freshman years. He was a year older but was already an intelligent, handsome, generally a well behaved and charming student.

Of course many girls and boys had fell for him, one of them being seungmin himself.

What surprised seungmin was that it was Soowon was the one who confessed to him. Never in a million years did seungmin felt like this moment would happen to him. He felt like the most luckiest person at that point of time.

The two had hit it off very well at the start. They seemed like an amazing couple. People even talking about how jealous they were of their relationship. They got compliments because of it and it made seungmin feel so good about himself. That was until Soowon true colours started to bleed out.

He was too possessive. never letting seungmin do what he wanted.and if seungmin protested? He would get hit and shoved by his boyfriend. Too the point the beatings got worst, especially when they argued, that he gave up and followed every command Soowon gave him. He was left with bruises and sometimes scars. There would sometimes even cane marks left on his body and it hurt and stinged alot.

He felt like a slave.

But did he dare to tell anyone? No. No one would believe him. Believe a nobody. Something Soowon liked, no, loves to call him. Soowon was the prince of that school, the teachers' favourite student. Who would dare accuse him of such things.

Dark circles had started to form at his eyes due to the lack of sleep as he had spent nights thinking what had went wrong. Soowon once finding out, forced him to cover it up with makeup.

There were even days where Soowon would bring random different girls he met and bring them to his room. Locking the door and leaving seungmin alone in the living room. Where the poor boy would cover his ears and silently cry, knowing if he made any sound he would get a beating later on.

Calling seungmin many terrible names were common as well. After a while seungmin felt like what Soowon had told him was true. And he lost his self esteem during that point of time.

However, one particular day, Soowon had asked him for nudes. Seungmin felt very uncomfortable so he said no. Even after much protest and even though seungmin felt like giving in, his response was still a no. He broke up with him after text after that.

Something that he seemed to regret later on. Cause deep down, he's never seen soowon's true intentions.

The next day once he stepped into school, many people started giving him many dirty looks and nasty glares.

He was so confused.

But when he saw his locker, his faced went white and his heartbeat started to beat too fast.

There were pictures of random nudes on his locker , however it was Made to look like it was his own nudes. And on his locker there was a spray painted "slüt" on his locker. True panic and confusion was written all over his face.

He felt like crying but that wasn't the end of it. He suddenly felt a liquid being poured on to him. It was a bucket of sugared drinks. "That's what you fucking get for cheating on Soowon you fucking bitch." Which he soon recognised was one of soowon's friend. Cheat?I've never cheated before, it was he who- Students started to form a crowd appearing around him, either laughing or taking photos of him.

Seungmin couldn't stop the tears and broke down, however the students could care less and started throwing tissues at him calling him a crybaby.

For the next few days was literal hell for him.

He was constantly being called names and slures. The daily beatinngs by the students.

He knew it was Soowon's doing because everytime he walked past him he would purposely give him a sly smirk before tripping him. once he even received a note which even though it stated anonymous, it was obvious that it was by Soowon which you could tell by the message written,"Don't mess with me again ."

Soowon was good at playing as a victim too. Acting all afraid or depressed when seungmin was around.

Even Seungmin's so called friends left him, blocked him and never spoke with him again.

It caused too much pain.

That he wanted to end his life.

So he stood near a bridge but when he was about to jump a passer-by had stopped him. Seungmin's mother of course was very concerned and tried to get seungmin to talk about it but he never opened up. The trauma was too much. However thankfully he had went therapy for a short time which the school's counsellor had advised.

He stopped school for a while and eventually left.

He was homeschooled for a quite a bit of time but was finally healing. He had tried to get rid of all the negative past memories he had and finally told his mum that he wanted to go to school again, a different one.

Dating Park Soowon was a mistake. A regret in a lifetime.

End of flashback

"That's why he's here now." Felix stated, even getting the chills himself.

Hyunjin was disgusted. What kind of human being does that especially to their 'lover'.

He looked over to seungmin who was still in jeongin's arms. His breaths could be heard.

"So if you ever see him. Don't be afraid to kick his balls." Jisung added in.

"No. Don't."

Everyone turned to the person who spoke.

Seungmin finally spoke for himself.

"Don't be involve with him."

"But seungmi-" Jeongin tried to reason with hi but was cut off.

"No. I know you guys want to help and I appreciate him. But I'll do this on my own. Please just ignore him." Seungmin stated.

"Fine. We'll leave him alone. But if he lays a finger on you I will not hesitate to chop of his non-existent dick." Felix threatened.

Hyunjin doesn't say anything. He doesn't know what to say to be honest.

But what he knows is that whatever happens, he will protect seungmin at all cost.

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Um hi.
I'm alive. Yay!
Sorry it's just that I've been busy with exams. So updates are slowly than usual.
Tbh I'm not a fan of this chapter and will prob update it later at some point which I will inform you guys if rewrite this chapter. Anyways have a good day bye :)
Finished: 24/04/2021
11:07
(Re-edited)

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