San was unable to wake up for hours, his eyes slowly fluttered open, and he instantly felt the numbing pain rippling through his entire body. San reached for his phone to check the time, only to notice that he had several missed messages from Wooyoung.
woo
hey I'm sorry my phone died
delivered
please let me know if your okay
delivered
sannie please talk to me
delivered
san I swear please reply to me when you're safe
delivered
finally San opened the messages reading all of them guilt filling his being.
san
woo don't worry im safe
woo
thank god I was so
worried about you
what happened ?
san
it's a long story
I'm safe now.
woo
okay I'm glad, look
I have to get to class I'll text you later
I love you sannie and please stay safe
san
I love you woo
delivered
San gently places his phone on the table, criticizing himself for not telling the other, but in some aspects he was thankful he didn't. What could he do if he lived almost halfway across the world from him?
The bruised boy eventually got up and walked over to the desk, where he sat down, noticing a pencil sharpener and a small screw driver. Did he really want to do this? San took the small sharpener and began dismantling it. San held the tiny metal blade in his hand, soft tears welling up in his eyes as he gazed at it..
Instant relief and remorse washed over him as he rolled up as he placed the shiny blade against his pale wrist, allowing it to ruin his pale skin. He made a significant cut in his wrist.He knew it was wrong and something he shouldn't be doing, but the feeling of satisfaction he felt as a result was incredible.
San made a few more slits before pulling his sleeve down and collapsing into his bed, his body still in numbing pain that he tried to ignore long enough to get some sleep, although he was unable to do so.
san
hey woo are you out of class yet ?
woo
yes I am and I have good news ! !
san
what is it you know
I hate surprises
woo
my family is visiting s.k ANNND
WE'RE COMING TO YOUR AREA
san
ahhh that's so great
when do you guys leave ?
woo
we leave in 2 days and I'll be staying with my aunt will you be able.to come up ?
san
definitely and besides if my dad doesn't like it I really don't care I'll sneak around to see you.
woo
pls 🕳️🧑🦯
san
okay woo it's like 4 am for me I've gtg I'll talk tomorrow love you
woo
I love you choi san
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He mumbles gently to himself, gradually starting to fall asleep, "it's just a 9 more days..."
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Fanfiction[ongoing]"please stay , don't leave this earth.." tw suicide self harm abuse character death short chapters
