stay || woosan

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a couple of hours had past San began to stir awake, several self-destructive thoughts racing through his head first. He hisses, realizing that the pain had worsened since last night, so he had to drag himself out of bed. He couldn't risk sharing the day with his father. he got out of bed, put on the same hoodie and jeans, gathered his belongings, and walked out the door to school.

Once San arrived at school, he went directly to his first class, praying that he wouldn't run into the people who always picked on him.

San stood at his locker going through his possessions and all was well until he heard a familiar voice "what are you doing pig!" the boy roared, causing san to sigh, trying his best to ignore the other.

"Hey I said something are you dumb!?"the boy yells once again starting to make his way over to san

"Leave me alone," he mumbles attempting to flee before being trapped against the locker by the other "What if I don't? What are you gonna? Do you want to cry? You know I don't actually give a shit. You should be tortured to death. Slit your wrist and let the blood flow." San is kneed in the stomach by the boy, who speaks coldly before crashing to his knees.

San fought back tears that threatened to spill from his eyes as he looked around, realizing that everyone was laughing at him. He quickly gets up, collects his belongings, and dashes to the restroom, locking himself in a stall with salty tears pouring down his face.

San continued to cry silently until his phone began to vibrate in his pocket, prompting him to take it out to see who was calling him. San chokes back his tears as he answers the phone."hello?" he asked his voice breaking in pain

"San, what happened to you? Are you all right?"wooyoung questions the concern in his voice.

"It's nothing, it's just some losers at school, I'm fine woo, why did you call?"

"Ah I'm not sure something just told me I needed to it was like a gut feeling."

"Ah okay well I need to go I'll call you later woo.." San the hangs up the phone whipping off his face making sure he looked presentable enough to be seen in public.

later after school

San walks to the same park he usually goes to, however this time the sky was gloomy and darker than usual, and it began to rain before San could even think, so he took a deep breath and began to relax as he made the impulsive decision to lay down on the road and let the rain water soak his entire body; this act was both comforting and nerve-wracking because a car could pass by at any moment and completely smother him San didn't seem to bother; he was simply relieved to be able to relax for the first time in his life and take a few deep breaths.

San began to cry softly as he lay there gazing up at the night sky, aware that he needed to go home but not wanting this moment to end.

"it's only 8 days..
everything will be okay then..."

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well three updates in one day woah 🕳️🏃