You Make Me Strong...|BILLIE EILLISH fanfiction

CHAPTER 1 : Prologue

Everything seems to be cold , she wishes this land can pull her into it and hide her from this figure in front of her . Helpless , miserable , tears rolling down her cheeks, shivering with fear thinking this would be the last day of her existence . The figure proceeds towards her , brows knitted , heaving heavily , sitting the knife beside her . The personage grazes her fingers over the fresh , open red scars . "If someone asks , tell them you fell" she says.

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BILLIE'S POV

Everything slowly feels to be existing and real when the alarm screamed it's lungs out . "Fuking dick!!why do you have to wake me up this early bish" my voice muffles out into the pillow . It's 5:00 am . I never ever wake up this early ever in my life just today for the sake of moving out of this state , as my mom got a job at my father's place . She always has been looking forward to this opportunity since my pops got transferred 2 years ago in Pennsylvania.

I already packed my luggage yesterday and have stayed awake till 2:00am!! Doing absolutely nothin' just checkin' out the place in google where I'm about to shift my life to 'cause my lazy ass couldn't think of anything rather than doing just that .

I hear a sharp , flinchworthy sudden knock at the door , which I abso-fucking-lutely sure it's my bro finneas . He is the only one who does that . His ass can't calm down without riling me up .

"Billieeee!!! GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT OF YOUR ROOOOM , MOM IS CALLING YOU DOWNSTAI-" he sings with the melody of "one thing" by 1d .
"SHUT UP SHUT UP SIT YOU ASS DOWN!!" I sneer back at him holding the same melody as I open the door and flipping him off playfully grinning at him. He bursts out cackling holding his stomach with his hands .

His body eventually stops shaking from the laugh. Gaze becomes serious and quiet , length of lips shortens .

"Let's go" his voice softens . He reaches his hands out and pats my back . I look up at him and understandably I nod , his eyebrows are crooked up visibly emotional , lips pulled into a thin line .
We always try to use our humor for lightening up the palpable mood .

This town holds so many memories , friends , this house -fuck I'm going to miss every single one bits of this . It's so fucking hard to forget and leave behind but surely not impossible -my subconscious adds.

Just sometimes we need to turn the old pages leaving them behind as memories and step our foot onto the new blank pages waiting for us to write the future . At the end we would be alright . Right?

We both climb down to see mom sitting all the bags and luggages down the hallway .

"Goodmorning sweety" she says with her adorable sweet voice "did you sleep well?"asking with a teasing tone , she knows me tooo well to not know the answer and comfortingly pulls me into her embrace .

We get out of the house giving it a last glimpse as the car leaves and the view thins out of existence .

Going to be great I guess , everything's going to be new and exciting , I'm going to be meeting and forming bonds with new people and would get to live in a new place though this does sound sad but can't do anything about it rather than thinking it in as positive way as possible .

And then all the thoughts started clouding into something hazy eventually drifting me off to sleep .

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Here you go , I wrote the first chapter of the first book of mine!!!
I seriously can't believe my eyes . Anyways guys I really hope you would like this chapter , and let me tell you i imagined the plot to be a bit of a slow burn so yeah keep reading . I hope you liked this . I promise I would come up with craaaaazzzyyy ideas and try my best to keep you engaged with this . Also lemme know if you liked billie's character and the bond with her brother and keep commenting that would make it easier for me to understand what you are enjoying and what you didn't like , I would like to take criticism but be kind guys . Don't forget to vote . Follow me as well to get new updates 🙂

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