You Make Me Strong...|BILLIE EILLISH fanfiction

Chapter : 3

Billie's POV

Everything is going great . Calm and peaceful. Butterflies of joys and expectations are spreading their wings as if I'm in love with someone . I'm totally in love with the way I'm feeling these days . I have come to know a lot about this town in these 2 weeks of stay . Most importantly I'm about to go to a new school . This would be my sophomore year of high school . Finneas is in his senior year and is currently eating his cereal like a wild lion not to mention he is over  hyped up for the anticipation of his new about-to-be football team

Hope for the best . Good luck to me . Hope it doesn't get dejavu . I don't want to lose anyone.....not this time......
-gawsh billie! You are manifesting it! --My subconscious reminds me .

I take a deep breath as it calms me down atleast a lil bit and try to be excited in order to pump in some flow of excitement in blood and serotonin in my brain and nerves .

Sometimes your brain gets persuaded easily by the "devil" or negative side and turn you into an emotional mess and then the positive side that actually pours life into you seems so dull . So when you start feeding yourself towards the devil it will eat you and lead you to lose yourself .

My awareness lands me to life as I see the "PHOENIXVILLE AREA HIGH SCHOOL" written on the building soon realising I've reached school .

My father waves me goodbye as I turn on my heels towards the entrance . I find my locker in the hallway which was no.13 and beside me stood a boy staring at me . It was creepy to be honest , 'cause he was grinning wide and staring as if his eyeballs are about to come and was stood like a wall , hands by his side . After a long pause his mouth opens to say "hi" waves his hand a lil bit .

I said the same back doubtingly and in a confused way .

"So you're new here huh?because I never really saw you in our school, and as I'm seeing you for the first time I thought you were new here" he says

"Yeah" his words are hilarious.

"Well my name is dan todler"
Todler?! Like a child?! I maintain a straight face which I think I should . I shouldn't be laughing at anyone's name really . What is my name ? Billie Eillish? Eyelash more likely . 

I introduce myself as well after him and he helps me to find out my classroom as we are in the same class . He genuinely seems to be kind . But again I can't know anyone's complexity in their mind .

I sit beside a girl and I found her really charming and beautiful . She smiled and graced my existence welcomingly . Her name is Danielle Cooper . She is friendly and has a type of approach towards everyone where anyone can get comfortable talking to her the first they meet her .

Like her first sentence towards me started like
"Hey sis what's yo name?I'm Danielle by the way....'not the cash me ousside' tho but Cooper" and I chuckled a bit at her words . As I told her my name,she instantly jokes just by calling it 'belly eyelash' and I couldn't contain but let out a cackle.

At the midst of our conversation teacher enters into the room . And I swear to god she looks so fucking  elegant and graceful that my jaw remains a lil bit to touch the floor . Her voice is deep and confident . The way she says is really calm and content .
She is the English teacher and I'm so grateful to have her as it is one of my favourite subjects . She gets introduced to all of us and decided not to start with any lesson the first day , which was great .

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Three classes passed by really fast . Didn't realize 2 hrs of me spending in my new school has passed already . The physics class was boring as always and the teacher seemed to be traumatic to handle as well . History went well .

Danielle went on introducing to her friends  and one of them was that todler boy , gawsh I should stop calling that to him . He would hate me to death if he could have heard my inside voice . By the way Todler seems to be a nice guy though . He seemed to be creepy at first but actually he is like that , it's just dan being dan .  He is in his own world , because sometimes the things he brings up with are hilarious . I meet sophie and ben as well .

Danielle has 4 friends in total out of them one is missing . And if I join her group it would be 6.  Danielle says jas  is coming .

"There she is" danielle excitedly says. 

I raise my head up to see a girl with light brown hazel eyes and brunette hair . She is quiet and she is....well.....I wouldn't deny she is cute . She embraces danielle . And danielle seems to be really soft with her . "Hi"Danielle says .
The girl repeats it with a soft tone .

"She is Jaslyn"Danielle introduces her to me . I serve my hand to shake her hand. Her hand is small and soft . But I don't understand why she seems to be uncomfortable with it so I instantly remove my hand .

She sits across me . She seems mysteriously quiet . I noticed Danielle talks to her differently....different.....in a really caring way as if she would break or something . She is really into her food and seems lost . Her facial expression is hard to understand . She looks.....empty as all she does is smiles....she just smiles and nods at whatever conversation that's happening . Sometimes accidentally our eyes meet but she refrains her eyes from mine and she frowns instantly . The fuck ?! Like I don't want to make anybody uncomfortable . I'm feeling bad now for making anyone feel like I'm creeping up on them . Throughout the recess I maintain my steady gaze on my plate until someone asks me something , scared of her frowns that she has been giving me whenever my eye catches her .

The recess is of 40mins and it finally comes to an end which feels like ages . Maybe because of how uncomfortable I was feeling .

Worst times always seems to pass slow where as the good times are just like a bubble, don't last long .

The first day was......wierd . I had mixed feelings about it . The people were good even tho there were only some that I met but they were nice except....her, Jaslyn . Her name is unique and she is beautiful and cute but something about her doesn't sit right with me . I felt like she was hiding something? or maybe I'm overanalyzing it . Like as soon as I looked at her hand she was kind of got triggered , looked uncomfortable and removed her hand from me .
She seems to be really close with danielle and danielle is really kind to her , she is too polite with her and becomes soft when she is around her .

Anyways I'm getting more invested in her matters , I don't even know her that well , I just met her . Why the fuck am I even caring and making a mountain out of a mole hill. Billie Eillish you really need to shut your eyelids and sleep . It's 1:00 in the morning jeez!!
I try imagining my body being steady as if it's lifeless and eventually my thoughts blurs , drifting me off to sleep .

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Qotc:

Have you ever felt like your existence is making a person uncomfortable?

What do you think about jaslyne?I really hope you like danielle and dan . And I just noticed that danielle's short name which would probably be dan is resembling the toddler guy haha...

Anyways guys keep on commenting because it makes it fun to read .

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