You Make Me Strong...|BILLIE EILLISH fanfiction

Chapter 4

Someone's crying painfully from the other side of the wall . Sounds of some gun shots can be heard as well . I Can't even move . I'm so petrified , can't figure what's going on . Sounds of steps are fading in......

My eyes shot open and I find myself covered in sweat . That was a nightmare and I know from where this is coming . I wouldn't even give another second to dwell on it reminiscing all of those events.  I can't let them in again . That was past and this is present , I'm safe in present . Noone can hurt anyone in here . Gawsh I need to start this day well .

So today's going to be a great day it will be . I assure myself and after repeating those affirmations I feel those thoughts are kinda clearing out ....

It's 6:00am and I'm here in front of the mirror in the restroom . I take deep breaths to calm myself down .

My mom's already up as she always does , making  breakfast for all of us . I decide to go out for a walk to clear my mind without letting mom know . I really don't want to give her stress about my stupid nightmares she is already so stressed about her works plus she is bipolar , those mood swings are disasters gawsh!!

The road is clear , the sky is looking beautiful , sounds of chirping birds are melodious.  It feels good when you are present , it keeps you grounded and alert about the things going around you .
After walking some distance I suddenly see a girl cycling appearing to be having the time of her life approaching towards my direction. As she comes closer in my vicinity i couldn't help but notice a familiar face . Her black cap was hiding her charm and she was way too fast to be recognised . Her hoodie was light texture blue and she wore black shorts .

I try to stop my curious ass and decide to go back to home . My mom would probably freak out if she sees my absence in my room . I entered with a rush into the front door and start to prepare for the time at school . It's the second day . I'm more relaxed today . It doesn't seem to be as  intimidating as yesterday but yeah still there's so many things I haven't come across .

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Currently standing in front of my locker 13 leaning against my back , witnessing students pass by . Danielle's welcoming smile comes clear to my vision.  Her tender hands pull me closer as we walk towards our class . I find Jaslyne sitting at her desk . Seeming very content and calm . She is looking fresh and kinda happy ?

But suddenly I come to realisation . The colour of her hoodie resembles a lot with the girl who was biking this morning . Maybe I'm just overthinking because people can have same type of outfits somehow . Maybe I should ask her?

I sit next to jaslyne . Maybe I can be friends with her . She seems pretty nice .

"Hi" I hear a voice coming from the side which was close to a whisper . And I was fascinated as I realised the voice was none other than jaslyne's . I quickly turn my head to return her words back . She gives me an innocent smile .

"You're really cute" I couldn't stop myself from saying those words . Her face lightens up with a young glow as she looks into my eyes . Her pupil dilates and her cheeks appear to be pink.

"Thank you" She replies with a soft tone looking down at the ground .

"Can we be friends?" I ask her . Nervousness takes over my body and I start fiddling with my fingers . After a long pause she looks at me to give a short smile to say "yeah" bobbing her head she directs her hazel eyes into mine .

I feel right to offer my hand for a handshake and she gracefully takes it . Her sleeves are covering upto her palm , only her slender fingers are visible . Her hands are so cute . She is so cute .

Today is going really great . So joyous and delighted. 

Danielle interrupts our exchange and goes in for a hug with jas . Should I call her jas?