Loving you is a losing game

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Rosé's Pov

Maybe I, I guess I, why the heck did I, I really am a psycho I guess. My brain has no work nowadays I guess. Well, I shouldn’t have asked her to do that, but why did I?!! Did I force her? No, of course not. What if she kissed me back because she didn’t want to hurt me? Does she know she's hurting me more by accepting my wishes?! Of course she does. But why is she not slapping me instead of fulfilling my whishes?!

"Why am I thinking this much?!! Oh come on rosé!!! Be practical. She's never gonna be yours. You can call her your wifey but unfortunately she is never gonna be your wifey. Lmao...." I heard my sweet voice. Wow! Why am I talking to myself?! I'm going crazyyyyyy...lol

What if- Stop thinking rosé just stop it. Go with the flow bitch. Live in moments not in thoughts.

A few moments later....

Why I don’t have a dick?! Oh come on bitch!!!! Don't start to think again. I mentally slapped my thoughts away but it did come again.

You know what nini, Loving you is a losing game. And I know one day I'm definitely gonna lose you. And I promise, I won't show you my face ever again. And I promise, I won't break this promise.

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Sorry guys, if this chapter is boring. I really am a boring person. Nevermind😅

And sorry for late update. 😅

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