My Cute Secret Admirer

Letter 6

ITS FINALLY MONDAY SASUKE

I missed your beautiful eyes and your good-looking face! Oh, also I've always wondered if you think you're handsome? I know it's a silly question since everyone tells you your handsome, but you know people can say it but that doesn't mean you think so. Do you even like being handsome? I know you hate the fact that your fangirls are always fawning over you, which is only because of your looks and money. Like seriously what's the big deal about dating a rich guy? No offense to you or anything but I personally have already dated a rich guy, and it's not like people think it is. 

Sometimes they think they own you and treat you as one of their possessions, and yes I know that some people like that, and I can't deny that I don't entirely hate it, it does have a line and most of the time they will cross it. Not only that but they think everything can be bought with their money. For instance, the rich guy I dated couldn't really express or understand emotions and I was helping him discover what emotions are and how important they can be, that is why I guess you can say he liked me. Eventually, I realized he never liked me he just thought of me as one of his “pieces of art,” after our relationship ended I swore to myself that I wouldn't date a person who had more money than the school. Of course, that didn't last, when I first saw you it was the first day of high school, you were wearing a blue shirt with tight black pants.

The first thought that crossed my mind was “What a stuck up looking bastard,” I didn't know anything about you other than your name, but for some reason looking at you pissed me off, I hated how cold you were to girls who wanted to confess their love, the way you acted as if you were better then everyone else. I always told my friends how much I disliked you, they looked astonished when I first said it, a few of them agreed which were my guy friends while the girls shook their head in disbelief. 

They would try to tell me how amazing you are, but I just walked away from their lecture, my idea of you changed one day when I saw you on a weekend, drunk. Your “friends” ditched you and you were sitting on the side of the road slurring away about how you wanted to beat the crap out of them for leaving you. Me being the oh-so-great person I am decided to take you to wherever you live, but sadly in your drunkard state, you could barely even understand what was going on. I decided to take you to my friend's house since mine was too far away to drag you there, while on the way you started to cry and talk about your brother Itachi and how you hated being a bother to him, ill spare you the embarrassing details of the other things you said. I learned that night that you weren't the person you like to present to the world, your very caring and scared to lose people you love and so to secure yourself, you try to keep everyone away.

You think emotions are a weakness so you hide yours, that's where my admiration for you started, and also my love.

This is the part of the letter where I tell you something about myself, well that friend who I mentioned I was taking you to was no other than Shikamaru Nara. I am the reason you became friends with him because I left you at his house, I also told him to say that he was the one who found you and took you there. I didn't want you to know that I did it, Shikamaru is one of my closes friends, I normally hang out with him at our secret place to watch the clouds, he's the only one who knows about my love for you and also the one who recommended I send you these letters since I was too nervous to meet you face to face. Don't bother asking Shikamaru who I am because he won't ever tell you, but if you do ask him about that night he will admit to not being the one who brought you to his home, I told him he can say the truth and he replied with a “finally it was such a drag to lie” typical Shikamaru.

Well sorry for the long letter I had a lot of free time haha, have a fantastic Monday sasuke<3 *September 11 2018*

Sasuke POV

Hiding my embarrassment I folded the letter back to its original form and put it into my bag, I remember the party I went to, it was one of the only parties I allowed myself to drink which I regretted since someone spiked my drink. I only went since I promised a friend I would go, only to be abandoned by them laughing at how drunk I was, thinking bout it still pisses me off. I thought I was lucky that only a few people had to see me in that state but now knowing my own secret admirer started to like me because that state embarrasses me more. I feel a bit giddy that they fell for me for the real me, I find it cute that they hated me, that's what I wanted girls to do, was hate me for my demeanor and leave me alone. It never worked since they loved my face and money, but this just proves they love me for much more. Answering their question, Of course, I know I'm handsome and I don't hate nor like it, being handsome and smart are the main things I'm confident in. 

Standing up from my chair I start to head over to where Shikamaru would be so I could harass him who my secret admirer was, even though they told me to not bother asking I'm sure she would spill something.

So racing to the rooftop I can only hope that my admirer was up with him.