My Cute Secret Admirer

Letter 5

Happy Friday Sasuke :D 

To be honest, I don't like the weekend as most kids do, not only do I not get to see your handsome face but I have nothing to do. I have no parents, they were murdered a few years back and now going home just isn't the same. Going inside with no one to greet you or have dinner waiting at the table just reminds me how lonely I am, so when it's the weekend I try my best to hang out with my friends but they can't hang with me all the time. 

Sorry I started ranting hah, don't feel bad for me though I'm not telling you this because want your pity, well I don't know, Fridays always remind me of being home alone and I just felt like telling someone how I felt today. I chose to tell you because I wouldn't have to deal with the look of pity people have in their eyes when I tell them about my life, what people don't understand is I don't want them to feel bad or comfort me like I'm a lost child, just being there for me and listening is what I want. 

Well, on the other hand, I hope you have a great day Sasuke, also I heard you are going to that party tomorrow. I'm surprised, to be honest, you don't seem like the type of person who enjoys partying, I dislike alcohol but I like going to the party's to dance and hang out. Alcohol makes people do dumb things and sometimes they can't even remember, plus drunks are annoying, don't you agree? 

Back to the topic, I'm not going to the party since I have to work, yes I work. I don't work every weekend since I don't need a lot of money but the reason I work is so I can have some extra money. My uncle who lives in another country sends me money to pay for rent but sometimes I don't get enough to go out and shop so that's why I work. 

That's all for today, love you Sasuke have a good weekend <3

*September 8 2018*

Sasuke pov

I've never thought that someone could understand the same loneliness that I have, yeah sure I have a brother who has been able to take care of me, but he's always busy taking care of our father's company. After my parents passed away I've felt alone every time I came home alone with no one to appreciate my accomplishments or anyone to be proud enough to talk to their friends about me. I've never felt so connected to someone before and I can't help but want to keep this connection, it's scary how similar we think. I'm itching to meet this person, and it's only been 5 days since the letters started, that scares me more than anything.