Is he really the one? (Stiles x reader)

"Y/n are you ready"

Stiles POV

(A/N: This is going to be a long chapter because I'm going to try to put all Stiles POV from past chapters.There will be a TRIGGER WARNING in this.)

Today is the day I'm asking the Lydia Martin. I need y/n's help because Lydia and her got really close last year. I am currently looking for y/n she should've been at school already she always comes early. Why am I all of a sudden worried about her so much you thought to yourself. You then stop looking for her because you saw Lydia Martin talking with her friends. You didn't notice that y/n was by your side. 

"What are you staring at" she asked. You jumped because you didn't notice she was beside you. "Nothing but do you know Lydia is dating anyone right now" You asked curious because you like her a lot. "No I don't think so? Why though." she said. You notice her smile turn into a small frown. "Stiles did you hear me?" she said. Did she ask me something. "Sorry I don't know I wanted to see if she would go on a date with me." you said trying to casual. You saw a small sight of sadness in her eyes but then it disappeared. "Stiles are you catching feelings for the Lydia Martin" she said sounding happy but I saw behind that smile that she didn't mean to be happy for me. "Y/n please don't say anything I don't say anything. I don't need Scott finding out about this please." You say. "I promise I won't say anything" she said.

The rest of the day goes by fast and I end up going to y/n's house because I'm usually always over there. "Stiles can you actually do your work and stop copying mine" she said sounding annoyed. "You know I can't do that I stopped paying attention in class" you said. She just rolled her eyes. I hanged out with her for a little longer until my dad called me home. 

*Fast forward to the next day at school*

I was so scared because I was gonna ask out Lydia. I was in the locker room and I was waiting for y/n. I saw her walking this way so I grabbed her arm and pulled her in the locker room with me and put my hand over her mouth. She started to freak out. "Y/n you need to be quiet we could get into trouble because you're in here" I said. I noticed she had calmed down. "Stiles what the hell are you doing" she said sounding extremely mad. 

"Y/n can you help me ask out Lydia please I'll love you forever" you whispered to her. "If only that was true" she said I barely heard it. "What did you say" you asked trying to see if she would say it again. "I said I'd help you" she said nervously. She didn't day that you thought to yourself. You walk out the locker room. "Y/n are you ready" you asked . She looks at you with sad eyes and nods her eyes. You and y/n walk up to Lydia. 

"Hey y/n that what can I do for you" Lydia asked y/n. "I wanted to know if you would like to go on a date with my friend Stiles" she sounded hurt. I though you and Stiles were together because I always see you to holding hand or hugging" Lydia asked. "No me and y/n are really close friends. I've known her since I can remember" you say noticing y/ wince when you say that.  "So Lydia what do you say about the date of ours" I says trying to flirt with her. "I'd love to go on that date with you. Pick me up at 8 tomorrow" she said. 

You notice that y/n disappeared. "Lydia I'm sorry but I can't go on that date with you. I thing I'm in love with my best friend. you say. "I knew it. It's so obvious that you both love each other." she says before she hugs you and leaves. You go look for y/n to tell her but you hear crying in the restroom. You can't hear what they're saying but you notice that the person who is crying is y/n. She walks out but she just looks tired like really tired. "Hey y/n you ran off earlier are you okay" you asked.

"Yeah I'm fine just felt sick. I think I'm going to go home actually" she said. I nod not wanting to tell her that I chose her so I go to my class. 

*Fast forward to the end of the school day*

You call and text y/n but no answer. You start together worried and go to her house. No one was home. It. looked like she didn't even get home at all. You wait hours and then you hear the door open. It was her but she was with Isaac. The next thing you know she says she's dating Isaac and they been together for awhile. I left after she kissed Isaac in front of me.(TW) I was so pissed off I ended going to an enclosed location and started hitting a wall. I left an hour later. 

*Fast forward to the next day*

School went by slow but I needed to go because I needed to talk to y/n before I completely lost her. I wen to her house after school to tell her how I feel. I was in her room and I told her everything except the part of about Lydia Martin. I even kissed her and she pulled away. She told me to leave and I did I thought I completely lost her.