look at me (extension)

shock

gulia pov 

I could feel his breath on me. he cupped my face. the touch of this soft hand made me melt. he then kissed me. the entire world stopped as I just was lost in the moment. after a minute we pulled away, looked at each other and just hugged each other. I felt the love, I felt like I was whole again. 

Mark pov 

we kissed. I felt like I got my life back. it was the best feeling in the whole wide world. 

I then spoke up, Gulialoves, baby I miss you. I love you...

before I could continue she kissed me again, then after the heated kiss filled with passion, she said she missed me and never stopped loving me.

Gulia Pov 

I love him and want to bye with him for the rest of my life, but I have to first tell him about the kids. I need him to know. the part I am scared about though, is how he will react. 

I looked down and said that I wanted to talk to him about something serious. I lead him to my room cause I wanted the utmost level of privacy. 

he looked at me calmly, with the same face that made me always feel so comfortable and said, "tell me baby, what can I do?"  

he is just perfect,  I asked him if he saw my kids and he nodded in response. I asked him whether he knew the father of my kids. he said that he didn't but assumed it was Levy. I laughed in response, remembering just how jealous mark used to get at the sight of Levy. after a second to bring me back to my serious state, I said no. I slowly began, Mark you are the father. apparently after out drunken fumble, I got pregnant. but when I came to know, everything was falling apart. I couldnt tell it to you cause your relationship with Cassie would get damaged even more. And most of all I was scared. scared to see you walk away once again. or to see your face everyday for the kids, but not be with you cause you were with Cassie...

I kept on mumbling about why I did what I did, crying a river while I did so. HE just stared at me like I had 2 heads. 

Mark Pov 

what!!!!! I have kids and she didn't tell...

all I could say was. I missed my kids lives for 6 years. that's it. I was in shock. I couldn't find the write words to express how I feel. I was angry, I was happy and I was sad at the same time. 

before we both could say another word, her actually our kids walked into the room. 

they looked so cute. 

Gulia quickly wiped her tears before our kids could see it. she said that she wanted them to meet me and say hi. both of them sweetly in the most loving manner said Hi. 

I asked them their names, and they replied Max and Emme. 

Max said, mommy you didn't have a shower, how are we supposed to play games now. 

Gulia giggled, she looked so cute. she said that kiddos how about I quickly take one, and till that time you can play with Mark right here. 

both of them said in unison Yessss mommy. 

gulia left and I was with my kids. they looked at me and asked me if we can play a game. 

I smiled and said, how about we play a game to get to know each other. they shrugged and said yes. I said ok and asked my first question. 

"what do you guys love to do the most" 

max said that he loved reading books and building legos. and also added that he love love loves to play with his mom. 

Emme said that she too loves reading, she also like to paint and invent and of course play with mommy. 

just hearing this, I could see that Gulia did a fantastic job raising them. 

they said it was their turn, and asked the same question. 

I answered truthfully saying that I love to innovate, I also love to spend time with your mom. she is the best!

all of us agreed and just continued to talk and laugh. they are such brilliant kids, full of life. I want to be part of their lives like a father to them. that reminds to complete my conversation with Gulia about this. 

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thats it for today, 

part 4 coming soon