Imagine...(BTS/Infinite/EXO)

Infinite (Myungsoo)

Story Title: It's Arranged... In Heaven
Dedicated to: @L_Hanaa
(Sweet)

You crossed your arms, looking at the two of them hugging. What were they doing, embracing each other in your own living room and on your couch?

Honestly, you felt jealous. Yeah sure, Myungsoo and you were married because of other matters not involving love, but he could at least respect you. You had given up on love, two years ago, when you first married. You had never felt a warm hug of a man, or the security women usually feel when their lovers embrace them.

You cleared your throat, after thinking that their hug was getting a little too long. Myungsoo and the girl (was it Soo Jun? you remembered) pulled away and turned to you, looking shocked.

"Oh, don't worry, I just didn't want to see this," you gestured at them, "in my own house. It's a bit unsettling."

"Jagiya, it's not what it--" Myungsoo spoke but you walked off.

"Just finish up. I want to watch some movies by myself," you said as you walked away.

Jagiya? you thought angrily. Since when did he call me that?

"Kei, wait up, Kei!" Myungsoo called after you.

You slammed the front door in his face, and a moment later he was also outside.

"Kei, I can explain-"

"What do you need to explain?" you asked. "It's not like you haven't been doing this for the past two years! You bring different women home every week, heck, I don't even care anymore what you do to them!"

"That-"

"You could at least respect and acknowledge my presence," you went on, softening your voice a bit. "I once harbored feelings for you, Myungsoo. But then what you did scarred my heart so much, I gave up on love. I gave up on living a good life with a loving husband and loving children."

Myungsoo didn't say anything. He just stared at you, taking in what you had just said.

"I understand our marriage is arranged. Our contract is ending soon in two-three months. Until then, stop acting this way, please," you pleaded. "I don't want my first marriage to be a bad memory. And stop calling me jagiya."

You left him there, preparing to drive to your parents' house. As you were about to open your car door, Myungsoo hugged you from behind. It gave your heart a nice jolt, and you hated that feeling.

"What are you doing, Myungsoo?" you asked coldly as you struggled to escape. "Get off me."

"Don't leave me," he said softly.

"What?"

"I'm sorry for hurting you so much. I didn't realise your feelings for me, I thought it was a one-sided love on my side, and I gave up on you. I thought marrying you would bring us closer and make me happier, but then over the first few months I saw it was devastating you more."

He let you go. You turned, facing him. He was looking down sadly.

"I... I didn't know what to do. I thought you hated me, so I tried to find ways to get rid of my feelings for you."

"By bringing girls home and hoping you would fall in love with one of them?" you asked him softly.

"What can a guy do? I was trying to make you jealous but you didn't mind at all," he explained. "Maybe it was getting out of hand. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. I shouldn't have done all that. Can we get a fresh start? A new beginning, just the two of us?"

You let out a shaky sigh, tears brimming your eyes. "I don't know anymore. I'm too broken."

You opened the car door and got in. You planned on not looking at him as you drove off, but you did. You glanced at him, and he looked so broken and disappointed and lonely. His eyes looked so sad, it looked like he gave up on everything. Then, he turned away slowly.

You couldn't bear leaving him when you saw your first love in that state and stopped the car. Exiting the car, you sighed loudly again and crossed your arms. When it didn't catch Myungsoo's attention, you walked up to him and tapped his shoulder.

He spun and immediately hugged you.

"I'm sorry, Kei," he muttered as tears flowed down his cheeks. "Please don't leave me. I love you... I love you so much, it took me so long to realise it. I'm sorry."

"I..." You were stumped by his words as you realised your own true feelings. The tears that had threatened to escape then made their way down your own cheeks. "I love you too..."

"Will you forgive me?" he asked.

You wrapped your arms around him tightly. "I already did."

The two of you hugged for a few minutes, just taking in each other's presence. Then, you pulled away.

"Where'd Soo Jun go, anyway?" you asked out of the blue.

"She left through the back door," Myungsoo answered. "I told her my true feelings and she accepted it quite well. That hug was the last hug I could give her."

You felt guilt tugging at your heart.

"I'm sorry..." you whispered, looking down.

"Hey, hey," Myungsoo called you, using his index finger to tilt your chin upwards so that you faced him. "It's okay. She understands. I understand."

"Really?"

"Really," he replied, before leaning down to kiss you.

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A/N:

There you go! I'm sorry it was published so late; I actually had it as a draft but I thought I had already published it. Silly me.

Anyway, it may not be as you expected but I hope you enjoyed it anyway! ^^

xoxo