Chapter Seventeen

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I looked to Niall, he was looking up at me expectantly. After he tricked me earlier with letting me think he thought a blowjob was actually blowing on someone's d*ck, it was actually a really good bj. I had to stop and not think he wasn't so innocent. Sure he was inexperienced, but it doesn't mean he doesn't know anything. 

"Lou, what do you need to tell me?" he asked quietly. I could still feel his hard on against my leg and I felt bad for prolonging his own release, but I needed to tell him, and I didn't think I'd be telling him so soon.

"Niall. I think I really really like you. Like, really like, maybe-"

"Love? You may love me?" he sounded so surprised. 

"Yeah. I think I love you Niall" I smiled at him, and he smiled back. We shared a kiss, even though he just swallowed me. "Do you feel the same way?" he bit his lip, in that damn way that makes him look sexy but innocent at the same.

"I will be honest with you Lou. This is all new to me, and I haven't had a relationship before, but you make me feel something I have never felt before, and I think it may be love" I wrapped my arms around his back and pulled him into a hug. 

I have never said words like that when I felt even the slightest bit of meaning. Sure I've said 'I love you' but I never really meant it. Well, I guess I did, but they didn't hold the same feeling as it did when I said it to Niall. 

"Would you like some help with your problem now?" I whispered into his ear, still embraced in our hug. Niall chuckled into chest, but nodded. 

I gave Niall the exact same as he gave me, except I didn't trick him into thinking I didn't know what a bj was. I fell for it. I felt like a complete fool when he laughed at me for believing him. 

After we freshened up a little Niall ordered Chinese and we sat in the living room with our take-away containers watching The Amazing Spiderman. The first one was great, I still hadn't seen the second one, being almost a year since it's been out Niall was ashamed and insisted we watch that one too. 

We sat cuddled up on the couch with a blanket with our food. Niall had Honey Chicken and I had Mongolian Beef, which I will be honest I didn't like as much as I thought I would. Every now and then, I'd stick my fork into Niall's food and pinch a piece of chicken. He scowled at me and just stole some of mine, which I was happy with. I wasn't going to eat it anyway. 

When we finished our food we dumped it on the table in front of us and got even more comfortable on the couch. Niall rested his head on my chest and practically curled up in a ball on my side. 

Without realising, I had found my way to his hair just started playing with it. Either by running my hands through it, or by twirling strands. Niall liked it, he hummed every now and then and moved his head up into my hand. Sort of how a cat does when you scratch it's head. 

The first movie finished and Niall reluctantly got up and put the second one on. On his way back he was telling me how hot Andrew Garfeild is, and I would have to agree.

"Yes, Andrew is hot, but I have to say Emma Stone is pretty fine too" I told him. Niall scrunched up his nose. 

"I don't see what you see in girls" Niall said to me. He sat longways on the couch, putting his legs over mine and made himself sit as close to me as possible. 

"The thing I love about girls is their boobs, and their butt. If they're big then they've got my attention" I told him. It wasn't nice, and that's not all I like about girls, I like girls with a good sense of humour, the big butt and boobs is just an extra.

"Lou, I don't think anyone has a bigger butt than you" Niall teased and pecked my lips before facing the TV and pushing play. 

"Niall-" I tried to say to comeback with something but he hushed me.

"Shh, Andrew's coming on. I need him to be shirtless more often" he rambled. 

"He better not be who you get off too" I said in a serious tone. The movie was forgotten for the time being and Niall looked at me. He wasn't shocked like he used to be when I started saying those things, and I felt bad for corrupting this poor boy. 

"He used to be, but now I have you" he smiled sweetly, cupped my cheek and pressed his lips gently to mine. I could still taste the sweetness of the honey coming from the chicken he had earlier. It was amazing. 

"Good" I breathed out. He was just amazing, the simplest kiss made me breathless. I didn't realise this was a possible thing, the stuff you see on movies and read in books, it was happening to me, and I loved it. "I love you" 

The words just slipped out. Sure we confessed earlier, but for to actually say them without "I think" or "I may" in front of it was a big deal. Niall's eyes widened and he looked up at me, his mouth was slightly open, I could tell he didn't know whether to say it back or not. He did say he wasn't sure what this feeling was. 

"Louis, I-I love you" a small puff of releif was released from my mouth just before his lips crashed to mine again. He pulled away and smiled then turned away from me. "Now shh, Andrew's on and I want to see him" I chuckled and brought him closer. 

"And I want to watch Emma Stone. She's attractive as a blonde" Niall rolled his eyes. "Don't worry, you're the only blonde I want right now" he chuckled. 

"You're so cheesy, but I'll take the compliment" I kissed his cheek, pulled him close and we continued to watch the movie. 

I did enjoy the movie, just as much as the first one. By the time it had finished we were getting tired, and it wasn't late at all. But we made our way to Niall's room, changed into something comfortable and climbed into his bed. 

We squished together, mostly because his bed was small, but also because we wanted to be close. Soon enough Niall fell asleep and I did too shortly after him. 

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